What a boring day..
I feel like i having been posting for a while,
so just to post at least something,
i am going to blurb out what is on my mind at the moment :)
so it is almost christmas, and i have a medium amount of things planed :)
medium as in a few family lunches, christmas eve, work and new years.
i am looking forward to all of it, and i have ordered TONS of stuff including 3 christmas presents and a new years dress :D
i am currently in a realtionship, and it is actually going great :D
despite the ugly things between me and my ex, he is being kinda immature at the moment..
i mean, at first he is telling his ex-bestfriend what a bore i am, and then he is telling me he misses the days with me?
can he please decide to hate or love me?
but all in all, me and my boyfriend is in a great relationship :)
what is up with birthcontrol pills?
like, messing up my period?
i am not too thin, so that cannot be the reason (52-53kg, 165cm)
i don not want to have bigger hips or gain weight in that area, or gain weight at all to be honest
actually, i would like to weigh around 50,5 or less..
in my mind thin is beautiful, not anorexic, just skinny/thin
if i weighed 50,5 my body mass index would be 18,5, which is just between underweight and normal weight..
tonight i was on the scale (i know in the morning is better) and i weighed 52,8, and that makes my BMI 19,3
18,5 - 25 is normalweight
ugh!
like, my boyfriend's BMI is 17,7! he is 2m/71kg..
i kinda envy him, please don not tell me i should not.
generally what is on my mind at the moment;
my weight and appercance, school (exam on thursday), boyfriend and christmas
so just to post at least something,
i am going to blurb out what is on my mind at the moment :)
so it is almost christmas, and i have a medium amount of things planed :)
medium as in a few family lunches, christmas eve, work and new years.
i am looking forward to all of it, and i have ordered TONS of stuff including 3 christmas presents and a new years dress :D
i am currently in a realtionship, and it is actually going great :D
despite the ugly things between me and my ex, he is being kinda immature at the moment..
i mean, at first he is telling his ex-bestfriend what a bore i am, and then he is telling me he misses the days with me?
can he please decide to hate or love me?
but all in all, me and my boyfriend is in a great relationship :)
what is up with birthcontrol pills?
like, messing up my period?
i am not too thin, so that cannot be the reason (52-53kg, 165cm)
i don not want to have bigger hips or gain weight in that area, or gain weight at all to be honest
actually, i would like to weigh around 50,5 or less..
in my mind thin is beautiful, not anorexic, just skinny/thin
if i weighed 50,5 my body mass index would be 18,5, which is just between underweight and normal weight..
tonight i was on the scale (i know in the morning is better) and i weighed 52,8, and that makes my BMI 19,3
18,5 - 25 is normalweight
ugh!
like, my boyfriend's BMI is 17,7! he is 2m/71kg..
i kinda envy him, please don not tell me i should not.
generally what is on my mind at the moment;
my weight and appercance, school (exam on thursday), boyfriend and christmas