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Reflection 12

Jul 30, 2007 16:31

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I'm the worst. I claim to be Mytho's friend, and yet all I can do is hurt him. Why couldn't I just shut up and try to keep peace? But...I was worried...and I was angry...and now...now Mytho hates me.

...He told me to leave...he wished he'd never invited me to come...

Damn it, why does he sound like Fakir? All I wanted was to...make him ( Read more... )

depression, angst, guilt, kyro, mytho, rain, leave?, more angst, fight

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In Person liedohneworter July 31 2007, 03:40:37 UTC

*had been in the middle of mixing a potion, when he stops to notice a bit of thundering outside.*

In a literary sense, one would say that this is omnious...

*Autor steps up from his seat from the brewing potion to clear a forming condensation on the window with his hand. No sooner than the moment he can see through the window, he catches sight of a familiar raven-haired girl leaning against the side of the house*

It's...it's Rue..! What is she doing out there in the rain?! ...something's happened.

*He doesn't take another moment to think of the possible horrible reasons for the situation, and clammers down the stairs and out the door. He tries to walk slower as he reaches closer to where Rue is standing, getting close enough to realize that she's crying*

R-rue... what.. happened to you?

In Person hime_no_karasu July 31 2007, 12:53:43 UTC

*hearing the voice of her friend, Rue's head shoots up in surprise. Paths of tears are shining on her face. Her black hair is soaking wet and her clothes are so wet one could almost see through them. Rue bows her head, feeling ashamed, and her wet hair almost moves like a black curtain around her face; she hadn't meant for anyone to see her cry, particularly not Autor. She hated how weak she was feeling, almost as much as everything that had just happened. She tries to bite back her grief, but it proves to be hopeless. When she speaks, the tears are apparent in her quiet voice.*

...W-what are you doing here?

In Person liedohneworter July 31 2007, 17:11:26 UTC

*When he sees Rue's tears along with her drenched and pitiful appearance, something stings inside himself until it hurts. He walks slowly up to her once again until he can reach his arms sofly around her back and pulls her in, in hopes of giving her the little comfort he has to share*

What... happened, Rue?

In Person hime_no_karasu July 31 2007, 17:31:08 UTC

*Surprised by his grip around her, Rue almost doesn't respond to the kindness, consumed by the guilt and humiliation inside of her. But her grief just is too much for her, and she practically falls into his arms, her head sinking onto his shoulder as she struggles to pull back the tears blossoming from her eyes.*

I...Mytho...I'm so horrible...

In Person liedohneworter July 31 2007, 17:34:29 UTC

*Autor continues to hold her close to him, feeling her voice soft, but close to him. He reacts to Mytho's name, but his tone is still calm and reassuring*

Wait.. Mytho did this to you?! What on earth... did he say to you?

In Person hime_no_karasu July 31 2007, 17:40:17 UTC

... *bites her lip, fighting again to try and speak steadily* He...he wants me to leave...he wished...he wished I'd never come... *She closes her eyes, the pain in her heart too much for her to bear. Having problems keeping herself from breaking down sobbing, Rue takes a shaky breath to help try and steady herself.*...All I've...ever done is hurt him...everything...even if it was for his sake...

In Person liedohneworter July 31 2007, 17:47:28 UTC

*Taking in everything Rue's told him, he takes a long breath of air. He holds her a bit closer, wishing that the close contact would allow him to carry her pain to ease her burden.*

You're not at fault, Rue, I understand. You've never tried to hurt anyone, it seems that you've been the victim. I'm sorry Rue, you don't... you don't deserve this pain. *he lowers his head, feeling entirely sympathetic to her*

In Person hime_no_karasu July 31 2007, 17:57:57 UTC

*breathing heavily, tears hot on her face* I...I... *She almost isn't sure how to respond, for the guilt in her heart is weighing her so down that she can't quite see herself as a victim. But the arms around her are so...warm...and comforting...knowing someone was there, and that she wasn't alone, was such a comfort. Rue forces herself to lift her head off of his shoulder, looking at him through the bubbles of her tears.*

In Person liedohneworter July 31 2007, 19:02:05 UTC

*His expression remains soft and calm as he looks into the eyes looking back up at his own. As if another part inside of him was finally taking courage over his whole body, he takes his right hand and places it on her cheek. A gradual space in time begins to draw his face in closer to hers. He closes his eyes, and his lips meet with hers*

In Person hime_no_karasu July 31 2007, 19:12:23 UTC

!!!! *Rue had felt no worry with him so close to her, but Autor's lips on top of hers was enough to make her eyes shoot open in alarm. Mytho and Kyro flashing almost in unison in her mind and her heart pounding with fear, Rue pushes him away, yanking out of his arms.* No. Why must I have to push him away now? Why now of all times? I...I can't.

In Person liedohneworter July 31 2007, 19:18:20 UTC

*taken back when she pushes him away, but accepts it and lets go of her. He feels a bit hurt and embarassed, but understands that she's still feeling for Mytho and not Autor* I...i'm sorry, I don't.. know why I did that... *he didn't want to lie to her, but it was the only thing he could do to pass the uneasyness in the moment now*

I, uh.. anyway... you're drenched, at least come wait in my room until the weather eases. I'll fix you something warm to drink in the meantime...

Re: In Person hime_no_karasu July 31 2007, 19:27:45 UTC

*feels even more guilty than before, Rue starts at him for a long moment. She hesitates, before moving to put a hand on his shoulder, looking up at him with sad, sad eyes. No...I'm...I'm sorry. *Her eyes are still shining with tears, hating that she has to choose between her dear friend and the man she loves despite his hate of her.*

... *at last nods silently, wiping her tears from her face, and starts moving with Autor back into the house*

In Person liedohneworter July 31 2007, 19:42:25 UTC

*He leads them both into his room and closes the door behind him, wary of Mytho's anger with Rue in the current situation. He doesn't notice Odile hanging around his room as he begins to prepare some tea for Rue while the rain continues to pour outside..*

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