Reflection 12
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I'm the worst. I claim to be Mytho's friend, and yet all I can do is hurt him. Why couldn't I just shut up and try to keep peace? But...I was worried...and I was angry...and now...now Mytho hates me.
...He told me to leave...he wished he'd never invited me to come...
Damn it, why does he sound like Fakir? All I wanted was to...make him understand...he can't just lock and hide Kyro away...
Kyro...he was out all Saturday, and he was spending it with Ahiru...can't I be worried? ...I shouldn't be. What has he done to make me doubt him...? But Mytho said...no. He wouldn't.
...I told him Mytho he was no different than me for lying to Ahiru about Kyro...I acted like having to worry about having another person in your head was nothing...
Who am I to be so horrible to him...?
He flinched away from me...he wants me to leave, probably never to see him again...
...Mytho...
...Why can't my love reach him?
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((OOC: Rue's leaning against the side of Ahiru's house, crying in the rain (I know. Angsty much?), after having this fight with Mytho. She's absolutely soaking, and she's so miserable she doesn't care. But don't feel too sorry for her, dear muns...surely someone in the house will care about the girl in the rain.))