Because Of You (5/?)
Title: Because Of You
Author: hime_lian92
Pairings: JaeMin, HoSu, slight JaeChunSu, MinSu
Length: Chaptered
Genre: Angst, Romance, High school, Fluff (failed)
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Unbeta-ed
Disclaimer: I own only the story, not the characters.
Summary: I never asked you to love me back, I just wanted you to notice me.
A/N: Idk if I'll be able to update soon after this chapter. My roommate is gonna be here on Monday and I have to clean up my room >.< Gosh, I'm such a lazy ass. Why didn't I clean it earlier?! Blame my laziness and the freedom of having the room all by yourself! I don't really want a roommate! Well, I'm okay with it as long as she's not a b****. I hope she isn't. *pray hard* And it'll be awesome if she's a DBSK fan too! xD
Okay, enough my rambling, on to the story now! And by the way, I love comments! Don't forget to leave some! ^^
credit the poster to my lovely bb peach_gerl16 Thank you! :)
Previous chapter || Chapter 1|| Chapter 2|| Chapter 3|| Chapter 4
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These past few days Jaejoong had been avoiding Changmin. Everytime Changmin wanted to ask Jaejoong for an explanation, Jaejoong just had to walk away.
Changmin tried to ask Junsu about his brother, but Junsu, obviously threatened by Jaejoong the night before, couldn’t say anything.
Changmin sighed as he leaned his back against the tree trunk. He ran his fingers on his hair and looked up to the sky, feeling tired.
“I miss that geeky kid.” He mumbled to himself. Then he chuckled. “Why do I miss him? I don’t even know his name.”
Then his phone rings. He picked it up.
“Oppa! Let’s go out today, yes? It’s not everyday that I visit Seoul!”
Changmin sighed. Lately, he’s been feeling tired of Yoona. She always wanted everything goes her way. She never think about him, how is he. It’s a wonder how Changmin could stay together with her for almost 4 years.
“Yoona, let’s break up.” Changmin said in whisper. He doesn’t even have the strength to rise up his voice.
Changmin heard Yoona gasped. “Op-oppa, you’re kidding, right?”
“I’m not, Yoona. I’m tired. I can’t keep up with you anymore.”
“B-but, oppa! We’ve been together for so many years and now all of sudden, you say you want to break up with me?!”
“It’s not a sudden decision. I’ve been thinking over it for the past months and I just had to tell you today.”
“You.. You fell in love with someone, did you?” Yoona asked. It’s more of a statement than a question.
Is he, really? He didn’t know.
“I don’t know. Now please, I don’t want to-”
“There is no such thing as a nice break up for me, Shim Changmin.” She hissed dangerously low. “And I’m going to make you regret for dumping me.”
“I-” She hung up.
Changmin sighed. He’s really in big trouble now.
Someone’s footsteps startled him and he looked up. “Oh, Park Yoochun-shii.” Then he sat upright and gave the other a space to sit.
Yoochun sat beside him and leaned his back against the tree trunk, just like Changmin. “Girlfriend?” He asked.
“Ex.” Changmin mumbled.
Yoochun nodded knowingly. “Good for you. She seems like a bitch.” Changmin turned his head at Yoochun and shot a what-the-hell look. Yoochun smirked.
Changmin turned his head away. “I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
Yoochun patted Changmin’s shoulder. “Oh, trust me. You’ll know soon.”
Changmin was about to ask what Yoochun mean by that, when Yoochun suddenly stood up. “Oh, by the way, I suggest you to keep your eyes open. If not, I might have to protect him myself.”Then he walked away, waving at Changmin.
“Him?”
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“I’m so going to kill you, Park Yoochun.” Jaejoong hissed when he saw Yoochun talked to Changmin on the school garden. At first, Jaejoong only wanted to stare at Changmin from a far, but suddenly Yoochun came from behind him and walked to Changmin’s direction.
They talked for a while and Jaejoong saw Changmin’s expression changed. That good for nothing Chunface must have told Changmin that Jaejoong was in love with him. Wait, it’s not was.
Jaejoong is in love with Changmin.
When he saw Yoochun made his way towards him, he immediately pulled Yoochun’s collar and glared into Yoochun’s eyes. “What did you talk about?”
Yoochun chuckled. “About someone of course.” He winked.
Yoochun walked away and Jaejoong followed suit. “Who?” Jaejoong asked. Yoochun only answered him with a laugh.
“Yah, Yoo-”
Jaejoong stopped when he felt a pair of lips pressing against his. He widened his eyes. He tried to push Yoochun away, but Yoochun caught his wrists and he’s unable to move his hands.
“Get-the-fuck-off-of-me-” Jaejoong mumbled in between the kiss. Realizing Yoochun won’t let go of him any sooner, Jaejoong bit Yoochun’s tongue, which was already inside his mouth. Yoochun pulled away immediately.
“Yah, no need to be so-”
Jaejoong slapped Yoochun. He was trying his best not to cry, but he did anyway. The tears rolled down his cheek while his eyes are red from anger. “I hate you. I hate you so much.” Then he ran.
Yoochun cupped his cheek where Jaejoong slapped. “And I love you. I love you so much.”
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“Changmin-sunbae, do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend?”
Changmin turned and shook his head. “Just break up with my girlfriend.”
Junsu’s eyes sparkled at the answer. That means he had a chance, right? “Changmin-sunbae, is there anyone you like?” Junsu was indeed scared to ask this, but he had to before he makes a move on his sunbae.
“I think there is.” Junsu’s smile turned upside down. “I just.. don’t know if he’ll like me back.”
“Is it.. someone I know?” Junsu asked.
Changmin turned. “Actually, I fell for.. your brother.”
Junsu’s eyes widened. “M-my brother? Jaejoong-hyung?”
Changmin nodded. He smiled bitterly. “But I’m sure.. Jaejoong won’t like me back.”
“O-oh.” Then Junsu put on a wide smile on his face. “Don’t.. Don’t give up, sunbae! Jaejoong-hyung is cold on the outside, but he really has a warm heart..”
Changmin smiled sincerely. “Thank you, Junsu.” He ruffled Junsu’s hair. “Aigoo, I really want you to be my brother.”
Junsu smiled. “Then you have to marry Jaejoong-hyung! We’ll be brothers then.”
Changmin nodded. “Really, thank you, Junsu.”
Junsu nodded. “You’re welcome.. Changmin-hyung.”
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“What did he tell you?”
“Nothing.”
“It’s definitely not ‘nothing’ if it can make you cried like this!” Yunho growled. Junsu looked away.
He remembered after the talk he had with Changmin, he ran and ran without any clear direction. He cried, yes he did. He just couldn’t believe, Changmin, his first love, likes his hyung. If Jaejoong wasn’t his hyung that he loves so much, Junsu won’t probably give up.
But it’s Jaejoong whom Changmin likes.
And Junsu couldn’t do anything but to give up.
His feet brought him to the school garden. He remembered this place was the first time Junsu saw Changmin and fell for him. He chuckled bitterly. Junsu fell for Changmin, but Changmin won’t catch him. Not now, not ever.
He sat on the bench where Changmin sat. He traced his finger on it. He smiled sadly. No. He should be happy. Jaejoong is the person he loves the most. His brother. Even though they’re not blood related, but he loved the older dearly.
“Junsu! Tell me!” Yunho shouted again, desperately wanting Junsu to tell him.
Junsu turned. “How do you know I was talking to him?”
“I was.. passing by and I saw both of you there. I wanted to approach both of you, but I was scared. And I ended up walked away.” Yunho said with a heavy sigh. “Tell me what he said to you.”
Junsu smiled at the older man. He holds Yunho’s hand. “Thank you. But really, I’ll be fine. I just need a few days and I’ll definitely be back as the usual Junsu you know.”
Yunho gazed at the angel in front of him. He really wanted to pull Junsu into his embrace and protects him from any harm. He brought his hand to Junsu’s cheek and caressed it. “I’ll be here if you ever need me.” And if you ever fall for me, Yunho said in his heart.
Junsu nodded. He leaned his cheek more into Yunho’s palm and let the older caressed his cheek. Yunho couldn’t help it and pulled Junsu into a hug. “I love you, Su. I really love you.”
Junsu was a bit surprised by the sudden hug and confession, but he smiled anyway. He rubbed Yunho’s back and nodded. “I know. I just need time.”
“I’ll give you time. No matter how long, I’ll wait for you. So, don’t turn your back against me.”
“I won’t.”
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Author: hime_lian92
Pairings: JaeMin, HoSu, slight JaeChunSu, MinSu
Length: Chaptered
Genre: Angst, Romance, High school, Fluff (failed)
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Unbeta-ed
Disclaimer: I own only the story, not the characters.
Summary: I never asked you to love me back, I just wanted you to notice me.
A/N: Idk if I'll be able to update soon after this chapter. My roommate is gonna be here on Monday and I have to clean up my room >.< Gosh, I'm such a lazy ass. Why didn't I clean it earlier?! Blame my laziness and the freedom of having the room all by yourself! I don't really want a roommate! Well, I'm okay with it as long as she's not a b****. I hope she isn't. *pray hard* And it'll be awesome if she's a DBSK fan too! xD
Okay, enough my rambling, on to the story now! And by the way, I love comments! Don't forget to leave some! ^^
credit the poster to my lovely bb peach_gerl16 Thank you! :)
Previous chapter || Chapter 1|| Chapter 2|| Chapter 3|| Chapter 4
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These past few days Jaejoong had been avoiding Changmin. Everytime Changmin wanted to ask Jaejoong for an explanation, Jaejoong just had to walk away.
Changmin tried to ask Junsu about his brother, but Junsu, obviously threatened by Jaejoong the night before, couldn’t say anything.
Changmin sighed as he leaned his back against the tree trunk. He ran his fingers on his hair and looked up to the sky, feeling tired.
“I miss that geeky kid.” He mumbled to himself. Then he chuckled. “Why do I miss him? I don’t even know his name.”
Then his phone rings. He picked it up.
“Oppa! Let’s go out today, yes? It’s not everyday that I visit Seoul!”
Changmin sighed. Lately, he’s been feeling tired of Yoona. She always wanted everything goes her way. She never think about him, how is he. It’s a wonder how Changmin could stay together with her for almost 4 years.
“Yoona, let’s break up.” Changmin said in whisper. He doesn’t even have the strength to rise up his voice.
Changmin heard Yoona gasped. “Op-oppa, you’re kidding, right?”
“I’m not, Yoona. I’m tired. I can’t keep up with you anymore.”
“B-but, oppa! We’ve been together for so many years and now all of sudden, you say you want to break up with me?!”
“It’s not a sudden decision. I’ve been thinking over it for the past months and I just had to tell you today.”
“You.. You fell in love with someone, did you?” Yoona asked. It’s more of a statement than a question.
Is he, really? He didn’t know.
“I don’t know. Now please, I don’t want to-”
“There is no such thing as a nice break up for me, Shim Changmin.” She hissed dangerously low. “And I’m going to make you regret for dumping me.”
“I-” She hung up.
Changmin sighed. He’s really in big trouble now.
Someone’s footsteps startled him and he looked up. “Oh, Park Yoochun-shii.” Then he sat upright and gave the other a space to sit.
Yoochun sat beside him and leaned his back against the tree trunk, just like Changmin. “Girlfriend?” He asked.
“Ex.” Changmin mumbled.
Yoochun nodded knowingly. “Good for you. She seems like a bitch.” Changmin turned his head at Yoochun and shot a what-the-hell look. Yoochun smirked.
Changmin turned his head away. “I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
Yoochun patted Changmin’s shoulder. “Oh, trust me. You’ll know soon.”
Changmin was about to ask what Yoochun mean by that, when Yoochun suddenly stood up. “Oh, by the way, I suggest you to keep your eyes open. If not, I might have to protect him myself.”Then he walked away, waving at Changmin.
“Him?”
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“I’m so going to kill you, Park Yoochun.” Jaejoong hissed when he saw Yoochun talked to Changmin on the school garden. At first, Jaejoong only wanted to stare at Changmin from a far, but suddenly Yoochun came from behind him and walked to Changmin’s direction.
They talked for a while and Jaejoong saw Changmin’s expression changed. That good for nothing Chunface must have told Changmin that Jaejoong was in love with him. Wait, it’s not was.
Jaejoong is in love with Changmin.
When he saw Yoochun made his way towards him, he immediately pulled Yoochun’s collar and glared into Yoochun’s eyes. “What did you talk about?”
Yoochun chuckled. “About someone of course.” He winked.
Yoochun walked away and Jaejoong followed suit. “Who?” Jaejoong asked. Yoochun only answered him with a laugh.
“Yah, Yoo-”
Jaejoong stopped when he felt a pair of lips pressing against his. He widened his eyes. He tried to push Yoochun away, but Yoochun caught his wrists and he’s unable to move his hands.
“Get-the-fuck-off-of-me-” Jaejoong mumbled in between the kiss. Realizing Yoochun won’t let go of him any sooner, Jaejoong bit Yoochun’s tongue, which was already inside his mouth. Yoochun pulled away immediately.
“Yah, no need to be so-”
Jaejoong slapped Yoochun. He was trying his best not to cry, but he did anyway. The tears rolled down his cheek while his eyes are red from anger. “I hate you. I hate you so much.” Then he ran.
Yoochun cupped his cheek where Jaejoong slapped. “And I love you. I love you so much.”
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“Changmin-sunbae, do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend?”
Changmin turned and shook his head. “Just break up with my girlfriend.”
Junsu’s eyes sparkled at the answer. That means he had a chance, right? “Changmin-sunbae, is there anyone you like?” Junsu was indeed scared to ask this, but he had to before he makes a move on his sunbae.
“I think there is.” Junsu’s smile turned upside down. “I just.. don’t know if he’ll like me back.”
“Is it.. someone I know?” Junsu asked.
Changmin turned. “Actually, I fell for.. your brother.”
Junsu’s eyes widened. “M-my brother? Jaejoong-hyung?”
Changmin nodded. He smiled bitterly. “But I’m sure.. Jaejoong won’t like me back.”
“O-oh.” Then Junsu put on a wide smile on his face. “Don’t.. Don’t give up, sunbae! Jaejoong-hyung is cold on the outside, but he really has a warm heart..”
Changmin smiled sincerely. “Thank you, Junsu.” He ruffled Junsu’s hair. “Aigoo, I really want you to be my brother.”
Junsu smiled. “Then you have to marry Jaejoong-hyung! We’ll be brothers then.”
Changmin nodded. “Really, thank you, Junsu.”
Junsu nodded. “You’re welcome.. Changmin-hyung.”
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“What did he tell you?”
“Nothing.”
“It’s definitely not ‘nothing’ if it can make you cried like this!” Yunho growled. Junsu looked away.
He remembered after the talk he had with Changmin, he ran and ran without any clear direction. He cried, yes he did. He just couldn’t believe, Changmin, his first love, likes his hyung. If Jaejoong wasn’t his hyung that he loves so much, Junsu won’t probably give up.
But it’s Jaejoong whom Changmin likes.
And Junsu couldn’t do anything but to give up.
His feet brought him to the school garden. He remembered this place was the first time Junsu saw Changmin and fell for him. He chuckled bitterly. Junsu fell for Changmin, but Changmin won’t catch him. Not now, not ever.
He sat on the bench where Changmin sat. He traced his finger on it. He smiled sadly. No. He should be happy. Jaejoong is the person he loves the most. His brother. Even though they’re not blood related, but he loved the older dearly.
“Junsu! Tell me!” Yunho shouted again, desperately wanting Junsu to tell him.
Junsu turned. “How do you know I was talking to him?”
“I was.. passing by and I saw both of you there. I wanted to approach both of you, but I was scared. And I ended up walked away.” Yunho said with a heavy sigh. “Tell me what he said to you.”
Junsu smiled at the older man. He holds Yunho’s hand. “Thank you. But really, I’ll be fine. I just need a few days and I’ll definitely be back as the usual Junsu you know.”
Yunho gazed at the angel in front of him. He really wanted to pull Junsu into his embrace and protects him from any harm. He brought his hand to Junsu’s cheek and caressed it. “I’ll be here if you ever need me.” And if you ever fall for me, Yunho said in his heart.
Junsu nodded. He leaned his cheek more into Yunho’s palm and let the older caressed his cheek. Yunho couldn’t help it and pulled Junsu into a hug. “I love you, Su. I really love you.”
Junsu was a bit surprised by the sudden hug and confession, but he smiled anyway. He rubbed Yunho’s back and nodded. “I know. I just need time.”
“I’ll give you time. No matter how long, I’ll wait for you. So, don’t turn your back against me.”
“I won’t.”
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