Because Of You (7/?)
Title: Because Of You
Author: hime_lian92
Pairings: JaeMin, HoSu, slight JaeChunSu, MinSu
Length: Chaptered
Genre: Angst, Romance, High school, Fluff (failed)
Rating: PG-13, R (slight?)
Warnings: Unbeta-ed
Disclaimer: I own only the story, not the characters.
Summary: I never asked you to love me back, I just wanted you to notice me.
A/N: This chapter is for my lovely xchaotic_heartx because she's just awesome! XD I hope you like it, bb! And i know, I still have more long way to go before I can make a proper one. *sigh*
And as usual, comments are LOVED! :)
ps. thanks for peach_gerl16 for the awesome poster! I heart you, bb! :)
Previous chapter || Chapter 1|| Chapter 2|| Chapter 3|| Chapter 4|| Chapter 5|| Chapter 6
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“I hope they’re going to make up now.”
Junsu whispered as he looked out and gazed on the night sky. It’s dark, but for some reasons, he’s not afraid of it.
He turned when he felt a tap on his shoulder. Yunho offered him a hot mug of chocolate. After muttering thanks, Junsu took the mug and blow on it.
“Are you regretting it?” Yunho asked, taking a sip of his hot chocolate.
Junsu turned to look at Yunho, who’s looking at the sky. “Regretting what?”
“Giving up on him.” Yunho said in whisper.
Junsu nodded. “Yeah.”
“Oh.”
Junsu chuckled. “Yah, you really believe that?” He hit Yunho’s shoulder playfully. Yunho turned at him and a confused look was on his face.
“Then?”
Junsu shrugged his shoulder. “Well, maybe there’s a little regret. But I’ll get over it soon.”
“Will you, really?” Yunho asked with a hopeful expression on his face. Junsu chuckled. He nodded assuredly. Yunho sighed in relief. “I’m glad.”
Junsu smiled, taking a sip of his hot chocolate. “If it’s for Jaejoong-hyung, I’ll do anything. Even if I have to break my own heart.” Junsu thought to himself.
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Jaejoong was feeling nervous. Never in his life before he felt so nervous lying on his own bed. He glanced to his right. Changmin was taking off his shirt, revealing his six packs. Jaejoong gulped down hard as he clutched on the bed sheet.
God, this is crazy. Jaejoong cursed in his mind.
Changmin walked towards him, and by every steps that Changmin took, Jaejoong’s heart increased its pace more and more, until it could almost burst out of his chest.
Changmin sat on the edge of the bed, looking straight into Jaejoong’s eyes. “Can I.. really?”
Jaejoong was of course scared like hell. This is his first, for God’s sake. He forced himself to look up, trying to control his heart. “If.. If you promise me to be gentle, then it’s okay.”
Changmin nodded. He leaned in and whispered into Jaejoong’s ears, making Jaejoong shivered. “I will, because I love you so much.” Then he kissed Jaejoong’s neck.
Jaejoong titled his head to give Changmin a better access on his neck. He moaned when Changmin sucked on his sensitive spot. Changmin’s smile widen when he heard the sensual voice of Jaejoong. It was such a turned on for him.
Changmin trailed kisses on Jaejoong’s jaw, his cheek, his forehead, his nose, his eyelids, and lastly.. his lips. Changmin sucked on Jaejoong’s bottom lips, earning a deep moan from the beautiful man. Jaejoong opened up his mouth to let Changmin’s tongue enter.
“God.. Jae.. you’re so beautiful..” Changmin said in between the kisses. Jaejoong smiled. He brought his hands to Changmin’s chest and touched it with his hands.
“I love your chest, Min.” Jaejoong said when Changmin was sucking on his left ear. Changmin stopped and turned at Jaejoong.
“Only my chest?” Jaejoong laughed and that sounds like music to Changmin. Jaejoong shook his head and kissed Changmin.
“I love everything about you.”
Changmin’s smile grew wide after that.
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“Sorry.”
Yoochun looked up and gasped dramatically. “Oh my.. Oh my God! Did.. Did I just heard you say sorry?!”
Jaejoong hit him on the shoulder, hard. Yoochun pouted. “Don’t be such a drama queen.” Jaejoong mocked.
Yoochun snorted. “It’s king.”
Jaejoong waved his hand in front of Yoochun’s face. “Tch. Whatever.” Then he turned when Yoochun grabbed his wrist.
“Did Changmin ask you to say sorry to me?” Yoochun asked. Jaejoong nodded. He sat beside his best friend and turned to him. “So, are you guys like.. um.. together now?”
Jaejoong nodded again, then he turned to look at the field, where Changmin is. Changmin saw him and waved his hand at him. Jaejoong smiled and waved back. Yoochun smiled bitterly.
“Oh, that’s good. Congrats.”
Jaejoong turned and grinned widely. “Thanks.”
Yoochun saw Jaejoong turned his attention to the figure that’s now running around the field again. Yoochun sighed. When can Jaejoong look at him with that kind of eyes? Eyes full of love?
Yoochun got up and Jaejoong looked at his best friend with confusion. Yoochun smiled. “I’m going home now. You’ll be okay now, right?”
Jaejoong nodded. When Yoochun was about to walk away, Jaejoong said. “Yoochun-ah, thank you.”
Yoochun didn’t turn back, only waved at Jaejoong and disappearing into the school building.
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Yoochun saw there’s a girl walking back and forth outside his school gate. Yoochun thought that that girl was the same girl that he saw on the café with Shim Changmin, but he couldn’t be sure since he saw only the back view of the girl last time.
He wanted to walk away, but being the nice person he was, Yoochun approached her.
“Can I help you, miss?”
The girl turned to him and smiled. She nodded. “Yes. Um, do you know someone called Shim Changmin? Does he study here?”
Yoochun nodded. “My best friend’s boyfriend. Why?” He swore he saw that girl’s corner lips twitched a bit when he said that. But he shrugged it off.
The girl smiled sickeningly sweet at him. “Your best friend? May I know what his name is?”
Yoochun brought his hands to his hips. “Who are you to ask me that? What’s your relationship with Shim Changmin?”
The girl smirked. “I’m his fiancée. How could I not asking who’s my fiancé’s boyfriend, right?”
Now, Yoochun is absolutely sure. This girl is the same girl that he saw last time. This bitch, Im Yoona. Yoochun smirked back at her. “Too bad. I won’t tell you who is he.” Then he walked away.
Yoona cursed that guy. She scoffed. “I will still find out who he is anyway.”
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Yoochun stared at his phone as he lied on his bed. Should he tell Jaejoong or not? But if he does, he’ll just make it better for Changmin.
His eyes darkened as he remembered about the hickeys on Jaejoong’s neck that he saw this afternoon. Yoochun scoffed. So they did it already?
He threw his phone across the room as he panted heavily. Why? Why did he have to own this feeling of jealousy? He never wanted this green little monster to creep into his heart. No. Never.
He glanced at the picture standing proudly on his desk. It was him with Jaejoong and Junsu. Jaejoong was in the middle, frowning, as Junsu and Yoochun were on his side, kissing his cheeks. It was the first year since Yoochun knew the Kim brothers. Jaejoong was as cold as an ice. But he couldn’t help it and fell in love with the boy. He thought being Jaejoong best friend would be enough, but he thought wrong.
He remembered the first time he found and read Jaejoong’s blogs. Jaejoong never talked much, but he really written down everything in there. Of course, it was set to private. But being the genius as he is, Yoochun was able to open it without much effort.
He was indeed surprised when he read the blog. Jaejoong, never once forgotten his first love. And it was Changmin. Shim Changmin. The guy Yoochun hates to death.
He glanced at the door and took lazy steps when he heard the door bell rings. He opened it with annoyance. “Who-” He was cut off with a sudden hug. He looked down to the person who hugged him and realized it was Junsu. “Junsu?”
Junsu pulled away. He tiptoed to whisper into Yoochun’s ear. “Just play along.” Then he winked. Yoochun raised an eyebrow in confusion. What the heck is this dolphin trying to do?
Junsu grabbed Yoochun’s left arm and linked it with his. “Chunnie-ah, can I stay at your place for a night?” Then he made a face for Yoochun to say yes. Say yes, say yes. Junsu mouthed.
Yoochun was absolutely had no idea as to what this kid in front of him was planning, but he nodded anyway. “Yeah. Sure.”
Junsu grinned and hugged Yoochun again. He squealed. “Thank you, Chunnie!” Then he gave Yoochun a peck on the lips, which he never did for a long time. “Oh, Chunnie. I’ll go get my things. So wait for a while, yeah?”
Yoochun nodded dumbly and close the door again. Junsu smirked at the person who hid himself behind the door. “So, what are you going to do now? Chunnie’s willing to take me in.”
“Su.. you know I’m okay having you in my house.. Why do you have to stay at this,” He paused, looking at Yoochun’s door in disgust. “this guy’s house. It’s not even a house! It’s an old rusty apartment.”
Junsu hid a smile. He cleared his throat. “So what? If you don’t do what I want, then I won’t stay in your house. So, bye.” Junsu said as he waved at Yunho and walked inside Yoochun’s apartment.
Yunho grumbled. “Why the heck am I supposed to wear a skirt when I’m not a girl?” He ruffled his hair and sighed. “Guess I better try to look for a skirt tomorrow.”
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Author: hime_lian92
Pairings: JaeMin, HoSu, slight JaeChunSu, MinSu
Length: Chaptered
Genre: Angst, Romance, High school, Fluff (failed)
Rating: PG-13, R (slight?)
Warnings: Unbeta-ed
Disclaimer: I own only the story, not the characters.
Summary: I never asked you to love me back, I just wanted you to notice me.
A/N: This chapter is for my lovely xchaotic_heartx because she's just awesome! XD I hope you like it, bb! And i know, I still have more long way to go before I can make a proper one. *sigh*
And as usual, comments are LOVED! :)
ps. thanks for peach_gerl16 for the awesome poster! I heart you, bb! :)
Previous chapter || Chapter 1|| Chapter 2|| Chapter 3|| Chapter 4|| Chapter 5|| Chapter 6
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“I hope they’re going to make up now.”
Junsu whispered as he looked out and gazed on the night sky. It’s dark, but for some reasons, he’s not afraid of it.
He turned when he felt a tap on his shoulder. Yunho offered him a hot mug of chocolate. After muttering thanks, Junsu took the mug and blow on it.
“Are you regretting it?” Yunho asked, taking a sip of his hot chocolate.
Junsu turned to look at Yunho, who’s looking at the sky. “Regretting what?”
“Giving up on him.” Yunho said in whisper.
Junsu nodded. “Yeah.”
“Oh.”
Junsu chuckled. “Yah, you really believe that?” He hit Yunho’s shoulder playfully. Yunho turned at him and a confused look was on his face.
“Then?”
Junsu shrugged his shoulder. “Well, maybe there’s a little regret. But I’ll get over it soon.”
“Will you, really?” Yunho asked with a hopeful expression on his face. Junsu chuckled. He nodded assuredly. Yunho sighed in relief. “I’m glad.”
Junsu smiled, taking a sip of his hot chocolate. “If it’s for Jaejoong-hyung, I’ll do anything. Even if I have to break my own heart.” Junsu thought to himself.
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Jaejoong was feeling nervous. Never in his life before he felt so nervous lying on his own bed. He glanced to his right. Changmin was taking off his shirt, revealing his six packs. Jaejoong gulped down hard as he clutched on the bed sheet.
God, this is crazy. Jaejoong cursed in his mind.
Changmin walked towards him, and by every steps that Changmin took, Jaejoong’s heart increased its pace more and more, until it could almost burst out of his chest.
Changmin sat on the edge of the bed, looking straight into Jaejoong’s eyes. “Can I.. really?”
Jaejoong was of course scared like hell. This is his first, for God’s sake. He forced himself to look up, trying to control his heart. “If.. If you promise me to be gentle, then it’s okay.”
Changmin nodded. He leaned in and whispered into Jaejoong’s ears, making Jaejoong shivered. “I will, because I love you so much.” Then he kissed Jaejoong’s neck.
Jaejoong titled his head to give Changmin a better access on his neck. He moaned when Changmin sucked on his sensitive spot. Changmin’s smile widen when he heard the sensual voice of Jaejoong. It was such a turned on for him.
Changmin trailed kisses on Jaejoong’s jaw, his cheek, his forehead, his nose, his eyelids, and lastly.. his lips. Changmin sucked on Jaejoong’s bottom lips, earning a deep moan from the beautiful man. Jaejoong opened up his mouth to let Changmin’s tongue enter.
“God.. Jae.. you’re so beautiful..” Changmin said in between the kisses. Jaejoong smiled. He brought his hands to Changmin’s chest and touched it with his hands.
“I love your chest, Min.” Jaejoong said when Changmin was sucking on his left ear. Changmin stopped and turned at Jaejoong.
“Only my chest?” Jaejoong laughed and that sounds like music to Changmin. Jaejoong shook his head and kissed Changmin.
“I love everything about you.”
Changmin’s smile grew wide after that.
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“Sorry.”
Yoochun looked up and gasped dramatically. “Oh my.. Oh my God! Did.. Did I just heard you say sorry?!”
Jaejoong hit him on the shoulder, hard. Yoochun pouted. “Don’t be such a drama queen.” Jaejoong mocked.
Yoochun snorted. “It’s king.”
Jaejoong waved his hand in front of Yoochun’s face. “Tch. Whatever.” Then he turned when Yoochun grabbed his wrist.
“Did Changmin ask you to say sorry to me?” Yoochun asked. Jaejoong nodded. He sat beside his best friend and turned to him. “So, are you guys like.. um.. together now?”
Jaejoong nodded again, then he turned to look at the field, where Changmin is. Changmin saw him and waved his hand at him. Jaejoong smiled and waved back. Yoochun smiled bitterly.
“Oh, that’s good. Congrats.”
Jaejoong turned and grinned widely. “Thanks.”
Yoochun saw Jaejoong turned his attention to the figure that’s now running around the field again. Yoochun sighed. When can Jaejoong look at him with that kind of eyes? Eyes full of love?
Yoochun got up and Jaejoong looked at his best friend with confusion. Yoochun smiled. “I’m going home now. You’ll be okay now, right?”
Jaejoong nodded. When Yoochun was about to walk away, Jaejoong said. “Yoochun-ah, thank you.”
Yoochun didn’t turn back, only waved at Jaejoong and disappearing into the school building.
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Yoochun saw there’s a girl walking back and forth outside his school gate. Yoochun thought that that girl was the same girl that he saw on the café with Shim Changmin, but he couldn’t be sure since he saw only the back view of the girl last time.
He wanted to walk away, but being the nice person he was, Yoochun approached her.
“Can I help you, miss?”
The girl turned to him and smiled. She nodded. “Yes. Um, do you know someone called Shim Changmin? Does he study here?”
Yoochun nodded. “My best friend’s boyfriend. Why?” He swore he saw that girl’s corner lips twitched a bit when he said that. But he shrugged it off.
The girl smiled sickeningly sweet at him. “Your best friend? May I know what his name is?”
Yoochun brought his hands to his hips. “Who are you to ask me that? What’s your relationship with Shim Changmin?”
The girl smirked. “I’m his fiancée. How could I not asking who’s my fiancé’s boyfriend, right?”
Now, Yoochun is absolutely sure. This girl is the same girl that he saw last time. This bitch, Im Yoona. Yoochun smirked back at her. “Too bad. I won’t tell you who is he.” Then he walked away.
Yoona cursed that guy. She scoffed. “I will still find out who he is anyway.”
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Yoochun stared at his phone as he lied on his bed. Should he tell Jaejoong or not? But if he does, he’ll just make it better for Changmin.
His eyes darkened as he remembered about the hickeys on Jaejoong’s neck that he saw this afternoon. Yoochun scoffed. So they did it already?
He threw his phone across the room as he panted heavily. Why? Why did he have to own this feeling of jealousy? He never wanted this green little monster to creep into his heart. No. Never.
He glanced at the picture standing proudly on his desk. It was him with Jaejoong and Junsu. Jaejoong was in the middle, frowning, as Junsu and Yoochun were on his side, kissing his cheeks. It was the first year since Yoochun knew the Kim brothers. Jaejoong was as cold as an ice. But he couldn’t help it and fell in love with the boy. He thought being Jaejoong best friend would be enough, but he thought wrong.
He remembered the first time he found and read Jaejoong’s blogs. Jaejoong never talked much, but he really written down everything in there. Of course, it was set to private. But being the genius as he is, Yoochun was able to open it without much effort.
He was indeed surprised when he read the blog. Jaejoong, never once forgotten his first love. And it was Changmin. Shim Changmin. The guy Yoochun hates to death.
He glanced at the door and took lazy steps when he heard the door bell rings. He opened it with annoyance. “Who-” He was cut off with a sudden hug. He looked down to the person who hugged him and realized it was Junsu. “Junsu?”
Junsu pulled away. He tiptoed to whisper into Yoochun’s ear. “Just play along.” Then he winked. Yoochun raised an eyebrow in confusion. What the heck is this dolphin trying to do?
Junsu grabbed Yoochun’s left arm and linked it with his. “Chunnie-ah, can I stay at your place for a night?” Then he made a face for Yoochun to say yes. Say yes, say yes. Junsu mouthed.
Yoochun was absolutely had no idea as to what this kid in front of him was planning, but he nodded anyway. “Yeah. Sure.”
Junsu grinned and hugged Yoochun again. He squealed. “Thank you, Chunnie!” Then he gave Yoochun a peck on the lips, which he never did for a long time. “Oh, Chunnie. I’ll go get my things. So wait for a while, yeah?”
Yoochun nodded dumbly and close the door again. Junsu smirked at the person who hid himself behind the door. “So, what are you going to do now? Chunnie’s willing to take me in.”
“Su.. you know I’m okay having you in my house.. Why do you have to stay at this,” He paused, looking at Yoochun’s door in disgust. “this guy’s house. It’s not even a house! It’s an old rusty apartment.”
Junsu hid a smile. He cleared his throat. “So what? If you don’t do what I want, then I won’t stay in your house. So, bye.” Junsu said as he waved at Yunho and walked inside Yoochun’s apartment.
Yunho grumbled. “Why the heck am I supposed to wear a skirt when I’m not a girl?” He ruffled his hair and sighed. “Guess I better try to look for a skirt tomorrow.”
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