2PM.
Stop tryin' to get him back, he ain't comin',
He's gone, gotta be movin' on~
It's kinda ironic that my last entry was all about happiness and disbelief that I saw and touched one of their members. And to think I actually shouted Leadja's name when I chanced upon their bus door being open.
And now he's gone. This time it's for real, and it's final, there's no more turning back.
Well, to be honest, I was kinda prepared for this. I was not shocked anymore. At least they said it and they did not leave us with hanging questions and cryptic statements. Jay was one of the people I loved first in 2PM; I like how real he was. It was so adorable to watch him coping with the Korean language and culture and trying to lead a couple of childish boys into stardom. September 8th broke my heart.
A few months ago I heard rumors that he will be coming back for the April album. It made me real happy, I really believed in it. But somehow, the pessimist in me still ruled and I still prepared myself for the worst.
Thank God I did then.
This is weird but I actually believe the statement by JYPE. It's a bit pathetic for them to leave another cryptic/secretive statement on it because people are not going to leave them alone. And my conspiracy theories are LOL-worthy, haha, but I'm really nosy and I want to know~~! Jay, come on, just say something. I'll just stand in one corner and wait for updates; there's this big meeting this weekend.
I wish HOTTESTS would calm down though. TT____TT
I will still support 2PM, with 6 members. Because they worked as hard as Jay did too, I mean come on. I am going to stand by their sides, even if the rest of the world leaves them. And I know I won't be alone. Jay, you shall forever be in our hearts!
