May 10, 2006 08:22
So let me just say that I am at work right now, and it sucks. I've been here for about 5 minutes. I was late. I had to come from my house, which is a long ass way from mobile. And now I'm here, and there is nothing to do. No I'm serious, absolutely nothing for me to do. No busy work. No real work. Not even some random e-mails to reply to. And officially I have to be here for 7 and 1/2 more hours, although I am leaving early to pick up the kids. So that still leaves 6 hours to kill, with not a damn thing to do. I have a feeling that solitare is going to get very very old today. HAHA. I just realized the irony in all this. Man, the last few days, or last few weeks rather have really sucked in my life. I've been stressed out, and bitchy and tense and so has the rest of my family. And then they all left me at my house to go to England so my sister could get married and I had to stay at home and watch/feed/not drown/ all their pets. So yea. Its been lonely. And I have come to realize that I don't think I have very many friends. So it seems that solitare is the story of my life. I'm in a funk and I need to get out of it. This isn't the way the summer should be. I sure hope things turn around for me, because I can't do this crap all summer. My foot is broken too. And that just seems like the cherry on this whole craptacular sundae for me. Man I suck so bad right now. Listen to me. Alright I have nothing positive to add so I'm gonna go and try to look busy which I must say is harder than it sounds