jussss when you thought you'd seen it all.......out pops a.......lambda 4 feet tall..............
ok, as if my mind and nerves aren't tweeked out enough.....here we go again. I have been getting strange hangups.....voice mails since my stalker was fired.......and today I get in to a nice long (20 min) message from the jerk. In the message he told me that I needed help since I never approached him about my feelings for him.....that I made him feel bad for not owning up to them......and that I need to get a handle on it......it went on and on about how I did him wrong......ok what I don't understand is how someone so delusional can actually suggest help...sure he's the one that needs the professional help...I don't know, its pretty messed....people are messed...........HELLO I"M A DYKE!!!!!!!!! I LIKE GIRLS!!!!!!! HOW THE F*88 could I have lead you on??????? I just dont get people.................and I'm about a stones through from dropping humanity as a whole...maybe I can live in a cabin away from everyone.........sure I did that once........but this time my cabin will have heat...and a bathroom..........lifes lessons.......thats what I keep telling myself......but man, I swear I don't ask for this....I never did with the freak stalker....and I didn't with the work stalker........I mean I don't even know how to flirt....I never have....its too fake for me.....and here in three years I have had two psycho stalkers......for no reason.....i'm not even eye popping beautiful...i think its time for me to live under a rock.