update 08
ok so i havent updated this in forever, but upon request, im doing so.
since my last update i think ive really changed.
im no longer so concerned about what people think about me, im no longer interested in peoples petty drama or people who cant accept me for me.
i live in tallahassee now, i wouldnt say it was the best move, but im getting more comfortable with it.
everything started out perfect when i moved up here, i definitely matured a lot, ended a lot of bad habits. school was going great and i was happier than ever. but then something happened (i still dont even know what happened) and my roommate (who goes to school with me) decided we were no longer friends and turned my entire school against me, started spreading rumors about me and telling the teachers that i was "too hungover" to come into school when my mom was in town and i was actually out spending time with her.
well, needless to say, since i have my past, they all believed her and i almost got kicked out of school for it. i just spent the last two weeks trying to prove to them not to transfer me to a different school. i find out at the end of this week if i get kicked out or not. aka. if we have to call the lawyers or not. haha
but other than all that.. ive just really been going to school and when im not at school, im just relaxing at home. i dont really even go out anymore, im kind of a recluse now which probly isnt good, but for now im ok with it.
hmm what else.
oh, as for my love life. still holding the single title strong since 06. had a "fling" up here i guess when i moved but i just kinda realized im not that into part time relationships and part time friends.
i talked to someone last night, and it made me realize that ive become way hard hearted.
actually talked to him until like 6 am almost and i havent done that in so long.
he's gonna come hangout with me on wednesday. needless to say, im pretty excited and it sucks that its only monday.
since my last update i think ive really changed.
im no longer so concerned about what people think about me, im no longer interested in peoples petty drama or people who cant accept me for me.
i live in tallahassee now, i wouldnt say it was the best move, but im getting more comfortable with it.
everything started out perfect when i moved up here, i definitely matured a lot, ended a lot of bad habits. school was going great and i was happier than ever. but then something happened (i still dont even know what happened) and my roommate (who goes to school with me) decided we were no longer friends and turned my entire school against me, started spreading rumors about me and telling the teachers that i was "too hungover" to come into school when my mom was in town and i was actually out spending time with her.
well, needless to say, since i have my past, they all believed her and i almost got kicked out of school for it. i just spent the last two weeks trying to prove to them not to transfer me to a different school. i find out at the end of this week if i get kicked out or not. aka. if we have to call the lawyers or not. haha
but other than all that.. ive just really been going to school and when im not at school, im just relaxing at home. i dont really even go out anymore, im kind of a recluse now which probly isnt good, but for now im ok with it.
hmm what else.
oh, as for my love life. still holding the single title strong since 06. had a "fling" up here i guess when i moved but i just kinda realized im not that into part time relationships and part time friends.
i talked to someone last night, and it made me realize that ive become way hard hearted.
actually talked to him until like 6 am almost and i havent done that in so long.
he's gonna come hangout with me on wednesday. needless to say, im pretty excited and it sucks that its only monday.