Yeah, i thought i had transcended...something, but it didn't happen...

i feel sucha fool

*sigh* no one's online...i have rehersal in 25 minutes...blargh...

i hope i make it back in time for the oscars

I think I may go home tonight. I need to see my mommy...

a bad thing is happening...

I can't decide if i wan to smoke pot now, or start my homework....it would be better for me to start the homework, because it's a whole shit load of Edgar Allen Poe history and stuff like that...prolly pretty dense...i'll need my wits about me ( Read more... )

Yet another Phil cast list up, denying me...it may seem like i'm getting all these parts, when the truth is, i was in ONE legitimate play this year (yeah, i know about Rocky, but that's different)...I've been denied a lot more than it seems...Vastards, Night Owls, Vassar Devils, Matthew's Minstrels, Phil Directing Workshops (semesters A and B), ( Read more... )

Yeah, so this rearview is going to get less and less tinted, because i just need to talk and get it out there...well, maybe it will still be a little tinted....

WHY CAN'T I MANAGE TO MAKE THE FIRST MOVE!? AM I RETARDED OR SOMETHING?! i have no idea what i'm doing....

I haven't been this nervous in a very, VERY long time....holy crap....i have no idea what this audition is going to be like, i don't know my monologue...holy shitfuck i'm so nervous!!!!!!!!!!!! i can't breathe!

Here is Leila's quote of the day: "Tis all in pieces, all coherence gone." -- John Donne

i'm thirsty...

distracted...

pleased...

tired...

hmm...

Well, i missed rehersal today...why, you might ask? well, i didn't change my calendar to october on wednesday like i should have...oh, and what was i doing at 6? watching super troopers...

i'm an idiot...

i dunno why i named it that...i just love food...so we had our first actual "dancing" day of ballet today ( Read more... )

I feel so embarassed...dirty almost, looking at celebrity fan webpages...i need to get myself a guy, mate...instead of dreaming silly dreams...and stuff