stuffy stuff stuff
Okay, so, I'M NOW IN COMMUNICATION ARTS!! I successfully got into Illustration and I'm out of KI.
However, I REALLY want to take some sound classes!! I went to the Kinetic Imaging Show-You-Stuff-Night, and it was fabulous! I guess I really do like video art, I just don't want to MAJOR in it. I really like video art of very very simple things, like food coloring in water, a person diving into a pool, glowsticks, and a radar speedometer thingy going at 10x speed. And in the stairwell there was a beautiful sound that really made me feel uncomfortable yet clear in my mind. God, I can't describe sound art, I just REALLY want to take it as an elective.
So yeah, last night I went to my good friend's, Eric, party for Brad, not intending to drink but I had a couple of beers. Just, people got mad at me because I wasn't getting drunk...that's not a legitimate reason to get mad or annoyed at me, I'm sorry...fuck you! I had a little fun dancing with Jessie and Erica and making a fool out of myself and taking stupid pictures. I had baked some cookies for Brad, but someone ate all of them so he didn't get any, and whenever Eric get's drunk, sure, it's funny to see him act like a drunk, but it's impossible to hold a conversation with him (which I guess is expected when someone is drunk), I start talking with him but maybe after not even a sentence he walks away yelling something to others and just getting hyped up. I mean, I wouldn't be annoyed if you came back to me after that and we finish the little thing we were talking about, but no, this happened about five times and then I just gave up talking to him. I really just...don't have much fun when I'm not drunk and when everyone else is. It's so damn simple and I feel simple minded for not realizing that. I want to spend time with friends, but I had some animation work to work on later on that night, and everyone scoffed at that. Am I a prude for saying this? Someone tell it to me straight, please! I did try to have fun, I really did, but I did have work to do as well and work should come first, especially if it's animation work because I'm doing fucking cell by cell stuff that takes FOREVER! 30 seconds of work to do, and each second takes 24 frames, it's a lot of work, but I'm having fun doing it, that makes me happy. :)
I'm trying really hard to make a mix cd for Jake, but it's really hard, since most songs are sung by guys for girls. I have some nice old jazz by Ella Fitzgerald and Etta James on it, but the other songs I have on there I know he will not like...it's really hard!
And the song, Yankee Bayonet (I Will Be Home Then) by The Decemberists is an amazing song!!
However, I REALLY want to take some sound classes!! I went to the Kinetic Imaging Show-You-Stuff-Night, and it was fabulous! I guess I really do like video art, I just don't want to MAJOR in it. I really like video art of very very simple things, like food coloring in water, a person diving into a pool, glowsticks, and a radar speedometer thingy going at 10x speed. And in the stairwell there was a beautiful sound that really made me feel uncomfortable yet clear in my mind. God, I can't describe sound art, I just REALLY want to take it as an elective.
So yeah, last night I went to my good friend's, Eric, party for Brad, not intending to drink but I had a couple of beers. Just, people got mad at me because I wasn't getting drunk...that's not a legitimate reason to get mad or annoyed at me, I'm sorry...fuck you! I had a little fun dancing with Jessie and Erica and making a fool out of myself and taking stupid pictures. I had baked some cookies for Brad, but someone ate all of them so he didn't get any, and whenever Eric get's drunk, sure, it's funny to see him act like a drunk, but it's impossible to hold a conversation with him (which I guess is expected when someone is drunk), I start talking with him but maybe after not even a sentence he walks away yelling something to others and just getting hyped up. I mean, I wouldn't be annoyed if you came back to me after that and we finish the little thing we were talking about, but no, this happened about five times and then I just gave up talking to him. I really just...don't have much fun when I'm not drunk and when everyone else is. It's so damn simple and I feel simple minded for not realizing that. I want to spend time with friends, but I had some animation work to work on later on that night, and everyone scoffed at that. Am I a prude for saying this? Someone tell it to me straight, please! I did try to have fun, I really did, but I did have work to do as well and work should come first, especially if it's animation work because I'm doing fucking cell by cell stuff that takes FOREVER! 30 seconds of work to do, and each second takes 24 frames, it's a lot of work, but I'm having fun doing it, that makes me happy. :)
I'm trying really hard to make a mix cd for Jake, but it's really hard, since most songs are sung by guys for girls. I have some nice old jazz by Ella Fitzgerald and Etta James on it, but the other songs I have on there I know he will not like...it's really hard!
And the song, Yankee Bayonet (I Will Be Home Then) by The Decemberists is an amazing song!!