hello
well, its time for that bi-yearly update i suppose
my fiancee thomas and i have split, and the asshole had a date a day after and wont give me back my $130 coffee machine because he bought it for me. we were supposed to move to oregon this summer to Eugene CC but now im in the dark.
soooo... i've decided to move to Berekely instead to live with my friend Maria, in order to do so im trying to get into a spring CNA program so that i can get a job as a nurse in Berekeley so i can pay the bills righ toff the bat.
if that doesnt work out... no worries, im still young and i will fin dsomething else to do, im not sad about him leaving, in the end it wasnt about love, just about comfort but he left me with nothing, i thought better of him, what can i expect from a little boy? but since i now have no obligations im goign to do whats in my heart and fly.
murrieta is a dead zone, whoever lives here too long loses their soul, their vibrancy of life.
if anyone wants to hang out, im down! a blast from the past would be nice,
perhaps a trip to six flags... anyone? i have a season pass so im good
i would love to re-connect with people because i love people. it's like that tragic kingdom album song,
or that book "seekign a friend for the end of the world"
and it's funny, in a relationship all i was looking for was a friend, but it got out of control, and im still looking for someone who's easy to tlak too and who will actually listen.
<3
Love to you All
my fiancee thomas and i have split, and the asshole had a date a day after and wont give me back my $130 coffee machine because he bought it for me. we were supposed to move to oregon this summer to Eugene CC but now im in the dark.
soooo... i've decided to move to Berekely instead to live with my friend Maria, in order to do so im trying to get into a spring CNA program so that i can get a job as a nurse in Berekeley so i can pay the bills righ toff the bat.
if that doesnt work out... no worries, im still young and i will fin dsomething else to do, im not sad about him leaving, in the end it wasnt about love, just about comfort but he left me with nothing, i thought better of him, what can i expect from a little boy? but since i now have no obligations im goign to do whats in my heart and fly.
murrieta is a dead zone, whoever lives here too long loses their soul, their vibrancy of life.
if anyone wants to hang out, im down! a blast from the past would be nice,
perhaps a trip to six flags... anyone? i have a season pass so im good
i would love to re-connect with people because i love people. it's like that tragic kingdom album song,
or that book "seekign a friend for the end of the world"
and it's funny, in a relationship all i was looking for was a friend, but it got out of control, and im still looking for someone who's easy to tlak too and who will actually listen.
<3
Love to you All