Nov 27, 2007 14:51
inspiration has hit hom again, at times i sit and think about how selfish i am only worrying about what i want to do. what i think, but now im launching my own campaign called 'hope'
im going to paint small arcrylic canvas' a mix of yellows and place my sign for hope in the center, im going to distribute them to friends hoping someone might be interested in buying them and the proceeds above breaking even will go to the charity that i have yet to choose.
i am also going to pick right back up with my zine and maria, thomas, andrew, and others will contribute wiht their writings, im excited now because i have a willling and tlaented staff.
sinc ei have a job i have means of support.
i know that my happiness matters as well, but i know tha ti need to help others, thats what i was put here to do, and for so long ive lost sight of that, of my purpose in life, but i knwo that is right, i just need help and support, it might take years, it might be painfully slow and difficult, but i know i can do it, i know it,
this is what i have to do
no matter how laking in artistic talent i am, i have to, if you'd like a crappy little painting (for free of course) just send me your address
amber4peace@yahoo.com
i guess it'll be a sort of christmas present
im jus ttired of sitting my ass all day and goign to work and sleeping and eating while there is so much injustice around m, so much pain that i can help to cure, so much i can do for such a small amount of work
i hope this expands
i pray this works out
im so afraid but so excited, i feel as if the light in me has begun to burn again, brighter and with promise.