_TIME TRAVEL!
the irony of my last post and the present and the time in between all of that is just so fucking amusing.
I will resort to this for my thoughts.
keeping a diary always helped me, even if I was at the end of my rope...which is saying something.
still with Steph.
"with"...cause yeah it's that same routine as always.
it's just how it is with us.
I want that to stop and just be though...
her birthday is in a couple of months, and maybe, things will finally turn around.
I don't know what to say.
I'll be making actual posts now...there's so much I've learned and keep learning, and honestly, as fucked up as the past can be, it taught me a lot.
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