STRESS STINKS! ARRID WORKS!

Jul 23, 2004 18:45

I love that commercial. I find it quite hilarious actually. I'm sitting here listening to Jeremy Camp right now. my stress level has gone down dramatically since about a half an hour ago. I'm about to murder my two brothers Chad and Brad. EVERYTHING goes in one ear and out the other. And nothing gets to them. I told them to stop probably (not being dramatic) over 40 times. They were burping. and it got me totally out of control. I even smacked them as hard as i could across their heads. and still they sat there and laughed at me! Can u believe it? oooh... if i had my way they'd be ABUSED!!!! I mean they have no life! Their worse than ANY kid i have EVER met in my whole lives! Their loud, obnoxious, fat, greedy, gluttonous... may I go on??? their the reason I'm gonna get wrinkles by the time I'm 18.
I'm also stressed out by my own habits. It's like.. I can be such a hypocrite sometimes. I have good intentions, but it's so hard! I mean.. how can u live up to what God expects of me? I'm feeling DRAINED! I cant even try my best because i'm just such a lazy person and like taking the "easy way out". Man I am such a sheep. I mean I know a lot of people are worse off than I am, but a sin is a sin. and it's hard for me because I know everyone has their eye out on me, ready for one mistake to be able to call me a hypocrite. I'm just very stressed, waiting for my "moon" (as the Indians call it) to come. so obviously I've been PMSing. I've been keeping a calendar of stuff that happens to my daily. Like if i feel fine, or i feel bloated, nautious, depressed, on the verge of crying... etc. And I noticed that it's getting worse as i close on to my moon. And this will be proof to Justin and maybe a doctor that my symptoms might need some attention... and maybe i can get doctor advice on what to do.
Well, I'm offa here. I just had to vent to something. I don't wanna vent to Justin because (poor guy) he's just having an awful time himself with work and his co-workers. So I don't really wanna stress him out anymore. I love him. I've discovered my "wife and maternal" things coming out in me lately. And I've discovered this sense in me that I wanna be a good girlfriend to him and protect him. Because lately I think he's been feeling the same way and he's been really good to me this past week.
well i'm out. God Bless! *The Short One*
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