Can't think straight
I started writing this post at least 10 times.
If you thought that normally I don't have a point to any of my posts, you haven't seen these drafts.
So I just gave up.
Instead I will give you a quote from Peter Pan, which applies to this situation
... Even Slightly tried to tell a story that night, but the beginning was so fearfully dull that he appalled even himself, and he said gloomily: "Yes, it is a dull beginning. I say, let us pretend that it is the end."
If you thought that normally I don't have a point to any of my posts, you haven't seen these drafts.
So I just gave up.
Instead I will give you a quote from Peter Pan, which applies to this situation
... Even Slightly tried to tell a story that night, but the beginning was so fearfully dull that he appalled even himself, and he said gloomily: "Yes, it is a dull beginning. I say, let us pretend that it is the end."