Envy

[highlydubious]

Envy is not a pretty trait, I know as much, but in the past week or so I found myself envious 4 or 5 times, desperately jealous at what they have and I don't, and hence feeling sorry for myself and all the crap that comes attached

Comments

[joshbrown]

I am just nitpicking here.
There is no such word as "trialling". That should say that these are trying times.

[highlydubious]

You are correct. I don't know what I was thinking.

[joshbrown]

It's okay, just put it down to not being 100% recovered from ICon.

[highlydubious]

Even though that in the OED "trial" can also be used as a verb like I have.

[joshbrown]

Okay, so it can be used as a verb. But this is what the phrase is in English.