155: this love is all I have to give
What tripletxtreme said, I've been thinking about myself for the past few weeks. Maybe I should actually be thankful for being given such opportunities to do stuff I would never want to do if given the choice, because these things are the things I go through to learn more about myself and make myself a better and stronger person. And I guess if you ask me now what gives me motivation through all this, then that would be my answer. And I think if you also ask me now why I would want to put my knees at risk just to get that one golden/black bar, I would tell you that it is because of everything that the bar represents -- something I can finally be proud of myself for, something I can finally let my family be proud of me for.
I need to be clearer of my priorities and change my attitude.
And I need to figure you out.
On a lighter note: I can't wait to play Fifa 11, NFL 11 and Mortal Kombat vs DC Universe with my homiez