im such a lazy fuck (whine time)
ive done absolutely nothing today, not entirely true, heh. im done with the first pharmacology report, twas easy. something that wasnt easy was disecting the rat, i nearly threw up and working together with marie didnt help a lot: she had lots of fun "playing" with it, im just glad that we dont have to do that again (hopefully).
i feel like doing something radical about my appearence, but i dont know what it should be. i want it to be provocative but everything seems so dull, even weird facial piercings. im so antsy to not be me, even if its just for the day. its not even because i feel unattractive today, i just feel bored. ive done the hair dying, ive done the head shaving, piercings are too expensive at the moment, so theres basicly nothing left. too lazy to do makeup so thats out of the question too.
im in a weird content mood but i can just feel myself crack soon, its been 2 weeks it cant last that much longer. i cant remember the last time i wasnt upset for such a long time. or maybe im finally "fixed", hah! fat chance. i want some one to come into my life and completely sway me off my feet. i need excitement in my life, im sick and tired of being in this in between mood. go figure; im finally somewhat happy and i want to be upset, i definetely have a screw loose. MARGH.
i feel like doing something radical about my appearence, but i dont know what it should be. i want it to be provocative but everything seems so dull, even weird facial piercings. im so antsy to not be me, even if its just for the day. its not even because i feel unattractive today, i just feel bored. ive done the hair dying, ive done the head shaving, piercings are too expensive at the moment, so theres basicly nothing left. too lazy to do makeup so thats out of the question too.
im in a weird content mood but i can just feel myself crack soon, its been 2 weeks it cant last that much longer. i cant remember the last time i wasnt upset for such a long time. or maybe im finally "fixed", hah! fat chance. i want some one to come into my life and completely sway me off my feet. i need excitement in my life, im sick and tired of being in this in between mood. go figure; im finally somewhat happy and i want to be upset, i definetely have a screw loose. MARGH.