(22) it's called the life effect

[hier]

I'm going to learn to draw. I've decided that if I had the talent to draw(and to play various instruments), I'd be unstoppable. I thrive on irrationality, impossible goals. And you'd agree if you ever saw something I've attempted to draw. I think I drew one picture in art class in the seventh grade that I was happy with...and I gave it to my first

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[aethyrkitten]

I'm going to learn to draw. I've decided that if I had the talent to draw(and to play various instruments), I'd be unstoppable

::coughs:: No you won't. Tried it. Still living at home with parents and no job. ;)

But like I said before, doing something you WANT to instead of something you HAVE to, even if you end up sucking and not really learning much (worst case scenario, that; I doubt you'll flat out *suck* or anything.. you'd have to be reeeeally dodgy to flat out suck at drawing), is pretty healthy for you.

I suppose I could teach you to play the riqq (only drum small enough to fit in a suitcase and not requiring an entire suitcase of its own) and draw digitally using the fingerpad of my laptop in Cali, but somehow I think we'll have better things to do. ;p

If we really hated the people staying around us, I could attempt some operatic training, and then they could call the front desk on us because I'd do it at like 3AM. And I'd be all indignant like "This is La Traviata I'm teaching her, bitch! These people just don't wanna be cultured!" But you're never learning this one perkyass French operatic thing I know, because that'll haunt you forever. You'll be in the shower and all of a sudden your brain just starts singing "Les oiseaux dans la charmiiiiillleeee... dans les cieux l'astre du joooooour..." It's insane, you have no idea.

I mentioned to J that I wish that I could just make decisions and not look back.

That may be too high a goal for anyone to reach. You'll always look back at them, the problem is just being able to look back at them without seeing it as a long series of stuff you shouldn't've done or could've done better, and seeing it as stuff you just DID, for better or worse, that you can learn from for next time.

You should bring your guitar to Cali with you and I'll bring my riqq and we'll irritate the neighbors. ;D

[hier]

Yeah, that's if I can get ahold of a guitar. If I could..there's no way it'd leave my sight. (this obsession would last maybe a day to a week before I forgot entirely that I owned one in the first place).