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My head is wrything in pain, that all too familiar pain of holding back tears and letting them go.
God.. i need a new job.
I am the subject of redicule and its getting old. targetted at work for things many others get away with and i cant even thank a co-worker for aking sure my ipod was safe and sound last night.
So, pretty much whats going on, is that i have coworkers who pretty much think that a pile of steaming shit is more pleasant than i, including my boss. so its not my problem of him favoring certain coworkers, its "why isnt he favoring ALL of us? "
last night i called up my coworker on 3rd shift, telling him i got all the way home (32 miles) and left my ipod at work (probibly in my locker, but not sure) and asked him to verefy its presence, alas it was there, and when he came into work tonight he said "im glad you got your ipod in one piece" and that was it, i couldnt even get a word in edgewise when my boss stormed over and "talked" to me.
the boss has no problem with me talking "if" i have teh time. now, on that machiene, i had the time and even was working while talking.. unlike many others at work who can stop whatever there doing to talk to others for long spans metting there machienes backed up, or even talk to the boss while he gets behind on work, but i cant even THANK my coworker for insuring my $300 investment was where i thought it was? Fucking A!
then, after about 5 mins, he comes over and proclaims that my Ipod is a tripping hazard becase the cord is dangling in a so called "walkway" and unplugs it. its kinda funny.. considerring my ipod was NOWHERE NEAR A WALKWAY! let alone IN a walkway.
seems like the coworkers who can get away with murder are the following:
Guys: who are larger than jared (no easy feat) and could potentially "beat him up" and any friends of people thereof.
Girls: who wear 10 gallons of body spray, show 50 feet of cleavage and a thong.
Note to self: dress like whore to work and stuff bra.
maybe then, ill at least get treated NORMALLY. not favored, but treated FAIRLY. not this bullshit ive faced for a long time.
a week ago, i got a call from Kelly staffing (ive been on record with them since september) saying they had a job, i didnt take the job because it woulve only given me the chance to give a weeks notice.
i think about that now and wish i had taken it.
I left work quickly before jared could take ntoe of where i was, left my machiene while he had his back turned and got my stuff in the back of the plant where Ripley was (guy who saved ipod) talked to him for a second but said i was getting paranoid of impending boss and left.
Im writing a letter to ripley on the back of a blank page i got in my "financial planning seminar" packet, ive been writing to ripley more as opposed to talking.. seems like i cant even open my mouth at work anymore for anything!
*another NOTE: show up at work with Duct tape over mouth, but allow for air passage thru nose.
is it normal to have co-workers hide behind things or dart in hallways when you ask for there assistance? i mean really?! joking or not.. its getting old. i hate leaving work like this.. and its been happenning more and more. thanks to brad for bieng so patient with me, talking with me while im driving home, distrought. and waking up to console me when i get home. I really wish i get a new job SOON!! ive decided im calling them up first thing tomorrow.
God.. i need a new job.
I am the subject of redicule and its getting old. targetted at work for things many others get away with and i cant even thank a co-worker for aking sure my ipod was safe and sound last night.
So, pretty much whats going on, is that i have coworkers who pretty much think that a pile of steaming shit is more pleasant than i, including my boss. so its not my problem of him favoring certain coworkers, its "why isnt he favoring ALL of us? "
last night i called up my coworker on 3rd shift, telling him i got all the way home (32 miles) and left my ipod at work (probibly in my locker, but not sure) and asked him to verefy its presence, alas it was there, and when he came into work tonight he said "im glad you got your ipod in one piece" and that was it, i couldnt even get a word in edgewise when my boss stormed over and "talked" to me.
the boss has no problem with me talking "if" i have teh time. now, on that machiene, i had the time and even was working while talking.. unlike many others at work who can stop whatever there doing to talk to others for long spans metting there machienes backed up, or even talk to the boss while he gets behind on work, but i cant even THANK my coworker for insuring my $300 investment was where i thought it was? Fucking A!
then, after about 5 mins, he comes over and proclaims that my Ipod is a tripping hazard becase the cord is dangling in a so called "walkway" and unplugs it. its kinda funny.. considerring my ipod was NOWHERE NEAR A WALKWAY! let alone IN a walkway.
seems like the coworkers who can get away with murder are the following:
Guys: who are larger than jared (no easy feat) and could potentially "beat him up" and any friends of people thereof.
Girls: who wear 10 gallons of body spray, show 50 feet of cleavage and a thong.
Note to self: dress like whore to work and stuff bra.
maybe then, ill at least get treated NORMALLY. not favored, but treated FAIRLY. not this bullshit ive faced for a long time.
a week ago, i got a call from Kelly staffing (ive been on record with them since september) saying they had a job, i didnt take the job because it woulve only given me the chance to give a weeks notice.
i think about that now and wish i had taken it.
I left work quickly before jared could take ntoe of where i was, left my machiene while he had his back turned and got my stuff in the back of the plant where Ripley was (guy who saved ipod) talked to him for a second but said i was getting paranoid of impending boss and left.
Im writing a letter to ripley on the back of a blank page i got in my "financial planning seminar" packet, ive been writing to ripley more as opposed to talking.. seems like i cant even open my mouth at work anymore for anything!
*another NOTE: show up at work with Duct tape over mouth, but allow for air passage thru nose.
is it normal to have co-workers hide behind things or dart in hallways when you ask for there assistance? i mean really?! joking or not.. its getting old. i hate leaving work like this.. and its been happenning more and more. thanks to brad for bieng so patient with me, talking with me while im driving home, distrought. and waking up to console me when i get home. I really wish i get a new job SOON!! ive decided im calling them up first thing tomorrow.