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To straighten out my crooked story previously, we fixed things up. Yeah, after two to three days of my quandary. Just as I have quite guessed, he did that intentionally in order to place limitations on his emotions and romantic feelings toward me. Apart from that, he admittedly said that he felt bad being that way towards me- being elusive and avoiding. And surprisingly, I spoke accurately about what I truly felt due to his sudden change of behavior. I told him how I got furious and totally irritated, and also how it saddened me a bit. So I guess now, he’s gotten a clue about the mutuality of our feelings toward each other.
So I got to see him for three days consecutively this week. The succession of our daily meetings has officially been put to a halt as of this point due to the unfortunate timing of my CLA orientation in LaSalle. Suckitysuckitysuckitysuck, just as Jessica Darling-slash-Megan McCafferty would put it. However, I still had the most fabulous interactions with him this week. Like yesterday, we talked for like an hour side by side for the very first time this year. There was not anything too heart melting, just seeing his eyes twinkle for me was already enough. (; Then it was my turn to reciprocate my appreciation for him during our “meeting” yesterday afternoon when we were asked to voice out our thanksgiving. And as expected, the crowd went pretty boisterous teasing us. HAHA! Another one of the highlights happened just two hours ago when he asked me to pray as a closing for our semi-meeting session. He even began doing that by saying that there’s this “staff” who’s not going tomorrow unfortunately, and that they (AHEM!) surely would miss me. AHAAAA! And as always, the crowd was once again in the teasybadeasy mode. HAHA! I enjoyed being in the spotlight though.
Anyway, let us shift gears from here.
My diet was ineffective today. My self-control suddenly got a bit exterminated. Hence, my intake of unwanted carbohydrates. To tell you the truth, I get terribly glum whenever I seem to see lottsa delectable foods and yet, cannot eat them. I despise myself for being so INTO dieting right now, and as ironic as it is, I also hate myself being such a pig when I’m completely out of the “body conscious” zone. GRAAAAAAR! I am so apprehended by all this!
DANDANDAN.
OH! And another thing, I have been able to showcase my singing talents lately even though my voice hasn’t been totally at its best yet. I got to jam with the music team, as well as Carl Tan who had a pretty hot rockin’ vocals. Had a duet with him awhile ago, singing Someday We’ll Know.
Digressing…
VINCENT!!! =)
So I got to see him for three days consecutively this week. The succession of our daily meetings has officially been put to a halt as of this point due to the unfortunate timing of my CLA orientation in LaSalle. Suckitysuckitysuckitysuck, just as Jessica Darling-slash-Megan McCafferty would put it. However, I still had the most fabulous interactions with him this week. Like yesterday, we talked for like an hour side by side for the very first time this year. There was not anything too heart melting, just seeing his eyes twinkle for me was already enough. (; Then it was my turn to reciprocate my appreciation for him during our “meeting” yesterday afternoon when we were asked to voice out our thanksgiving. And as expected, the crowd went pretty boisterous teasing us. HAHA! Another one of the highlights happened just two hours ago when he asked me to pray as a closing for our semi-meeting session. He even began doing that by saying that there’s this “staff” who’s not going tomorrow unfortunately, and that they (AHEM!) surely would miss me. AHAAAA! And as always, the crowd was once again in the teasybadeasy mode. HAHA! I enjoyed being in the spotlight though.
Anyway, let us shift gears from here.
My diet was ineffective today. My self-control suddenly got a bit exterminated. Hence, my intake of unwanted carbohydrates. To tell you the truth, I get terribly glum whenever I seem to see lottsa delectable foods and yet, cannot eat them. I despise myself for being so INTO dieting right now, and as ironic as it is, I also hate myself being such a pig when I’m completely out of the “body conscious” zone. GRAAAAAAR! I am so apprehended by all this!
DANDANDAN.
OH! And another thing, I have been able to showcase my singing talents lately even though my voice hasn’t been totally at its best yet. I got to jam with the music team, as well as Carl Tan who had a pretty hot rockin’ vocals. Had a duet with him awhile ago, singing Someday We’ll Know.
Digressing…
VINCENT!!! =)