One day, you will come crawling back, To the same place that I've been...

[hide_the_tears_]

Omg what is wrong with me?? Why am I nice to her after everything she's put me through... I guess it's because of everything we've been through too... I guess deep down I still want to be friends with her... Maybe I just do things to intentionally hurt myself? Maybe I'm some kind of sadistic person... no that's hurting other people... idk... lol.

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[mymasklifted]

No good aubrey!! i know what you mean though..youre not as crazy as you think..you guys have a past and yes that past has hurtful memories but its really hard to let the awesome meories go and thats why you kept talking to her cz you remember and miss those awesome times you guys had together..dont worry aubrey im still pretty sure youre human ;) lol. Youve been gone too long..ugghh its only the 6th and im already starting to miss you..i mean only cz i have no1 else 2 pick on lol no0o0 i miss sum1 bitching @ me to updat i havent updated in a week and yet i have no intention of doing it either..theres just no point cz youre not around to bitch @ me..ill make sure i wait till your home and you bitch @ me before i do lol..i hope youre having an awesome time in florida...you better be after leaving me here!!! lol you better get a picture w/ EVERY disney character or ur gunna get an earful..and make sure you go on ALL the fun rides so when you get home you can tell me all about them! I bet the fireworks were awesome :) ExCuSe Me i want you