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im being dragged on a walk with my family this morning. uncle says it will only take around 45 minutes. joy...
good news: uncle and i talked and trevor's allowed to stay at our house if he comes up here to see me. im so happy. i can't even believe that uncle's allowing this to happen. trusting me & trevor at night in the same house. muhaha this shall be interesting. interesting indeed. and finally uncle let me have coffee. stupid bazza didnt let me have it before because of the caffeine in it.
bad news: trevor hasn't been online for a few days now. im really starting to miss him. :( hope he's doing okay. hockey's too dangerous...too dangerous for me to risk losing him!
cutting is becoming a high for me. a way to let loose and feel free. i know its horrible, but its how i let my feelings out. no one in my family can ever know i do it. i'd be tormented and put into a loony bin. *shrug* <3