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i'll start from friday night. on friday night i went to a dance with amanda. holy hell that was fun. except the fact that i came to conclusion that i was a bad girlfriend when i gave some guy named ryan my phone number even though i have a boyfriend that he doesnt know about. i felt so bad, so i told trevor, my current boyfriend and he was surprisingly really cool about it. he just said that if ryan calls, tell him the truth that i have a boyfriend and then that was it. we left it at that.
amanda&neil. SO cute together. neil is really hott. i think im starting to like him *smashes self in the head with a fridge* I AM NOT ALLOWED TO SAY THAT.
alysha finally got my msn address right and added me. i swear, shes such a fucking moron. the first time she forgot the x. then she forgot the s. i just wanted to kick her so hard. heh. what a dumbass. :) yesterday i just sat around the house in my pajama's doing absolutely nothing except for printing off conversations i've had with people online. quite funny actually. then today i folded my laundry and had a shower. then i put all the laundry on the floor when i made my bed and had to refold it. im so smart. so i put it all in my drawers then i taped up some pictures of friends onto my bulletin board. later on i found my camera, attempted taking good pictures of me, then discovered it was nearly impossible so i gave up. yuhh. now im just sitting around all by myself upstairs eating grapes and drinking chocolate soy milk. for dinner i get a fucking potato since i refuse to eat a porkchop. isnt my aunt and uncle so kind? stupid bitches. hehe
trevor hasnt been online ALL day. i swear i wanna cry. :( i miss him. im a freak. ohmigah.
damn to school. why do you have to be tomorrow? grr.
amanda&neil. SO cute together. neil is really hott. i think im starting to like him *smashes self in the head with a fridge* I AM NOT ALLOWED TO SAY THAT.
alysha finally got my msn address right and added me. i swear, shes such a fucking moron. the first time she forgot the x. then she forgot the s. i just wanted to kick her so hard. heh. what a dumbass. :) yesterday i just sat around the house in my pajama's doing absolutely nothing except for printing off conversations i've had with people online. quite funny actually. then today i folded my laundry and had a shower. then i put all the laundry on the floor when i made my bed and had to refold it. im so smart. so i put it all in my drawers then i taped up some pictures of friends onto my bulletin board. later on i found my camera, attempted taking good pictures of me, then discovered it was nearly impossible so i gave up. yuhh. now im just sitting around all by myself upstairs eating grapes and drinking chocolate soy milk. for dinner i get a fucking potato since i refuse to eat a porkchop. isnt my aunt and uncle so kind? stupid bitches. hehe
trevor hasnt been online ALL day. i swear i wanna cry. :( i miss him. im a freak. ohmigah.
damn to school. why do you have to be tomorrow? grr.