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Dear Friends:
You all amaze me. So much so, in fact, that I can't seen to make my thoughts audible, they must be written (or in this case, typed). You are all fantastic at the disappearing act. No, really, I swear I'm not just trying to flatter you. You really all. The way you've all mastered it, and almost simoltaneously, simply astounds me. I mean, the one, I totally saw it coming. Especially with the new, overbearing, very annoying boyfriend. But the others? Surprises do really appear behind every corner.
Why am I always at the end of whisper down the lane? You'll tell her, who will tell me about... oh, let's say ten, twelve days later. Most of the time even more.
And then theres you. All I needed was someone to talk to. I was bugging out. I was just sick of the weight. So I turned to you, because I trusted you. Because I needed to understand. You helped, but now it's like you're disgusted by me, and I've never been more upset.
So that's it, I guess. Good thing I'm leaving in a year, huh?
You all amaze me. So much so, in fact, that I can't seen to make my thoughts audible, they must be written (or in this case, typed). You are all fantastic at the disappearing act. No, really, I swear I'm not just trying to flatter you. You really all. The way you've all mastered it, and almost simoltaneously, simply astounds me. I mean, the one, I totally saw it coming. Especially with the new, overbearing, very annoying boyfriend. But the others? Surprises do really appear behind every corner.
Why am I always at the end of whisper down the lane? You'll tell her, who will tell me about... oh, let's say ten, twelve days later. Most of the time even more.
And then theres you. All I needed was someone to talk to. I was bugging out. I was just sick of the weight. So I turned to you, because I trusted you. Because I needed to understand. You helped, but now it's like you're disgusted by me, and I've never been more upset.
So that's it, I guess. Good thing I'm leaving in a year, huh?