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Is there ever a time that you feel you just don't fit? Like, here are these puzzle pieces composed of everyone's different lives and experiences and we're just thrown together in a box and expected to fit together. But sometimes that doesn't happen. The picture on the front of the box looks really nice. It's a tranquil setting.. maybe an oceanfront with a sun setting or a cottage, manicured vines growing up the front porch. That's how everything is supposed to turn out. So what about when it..just.. isn't? It isn't working.
This isn't working.
I think its so easy to write at night because we are left with all these words nobody's listened to throughout our day. We have all of these thoughts building up to the breaking point but our lips stay shut. Nothing moves but our insides. Blood rushing, neurotransmitters bolting from one synapse to the next. Those vines on that cottage are perfect. But what else is there? There has to be something else in there. Our bodies perform these miracles every millisecond of every day of existence but a simple thought often fails to reach its intended destination. This one thought filled with a million different words, one thousand contradictions, but most importantly a yearn to find and give happiness. this never-ending thought. Please, just listen.
This isn't working.
I think its so easy to write at night because we are left with all these words nobody's listened to throughout our day. We have all of these thoughts building up to the breaking point but our lips stay shut. Nothing moves but our insides. Blood rushing, neurotransmitters bolting from one synapse to the next. Those vines on that cottage are perfect. But what else is there? There has to be something else in there. Our bodies perform these miracles every millisecond of every day of existence but a simple thought often fails to reach its intended destination. This one thought filled with a million different words, one thousand contradictions, but most importantly a yearn to find and give happiness. this never-ending thought. Please, just listen.