me and livejournal are having a reunion.
a) is it weird that i am completely in love with BET?? (black entertainment television)
and thusly have become somewhat of a (small) fan of r&b? *cringes*
b) you know when youre feeling down on yourself/lonely/whatever, and you act a certain way with certain people just to somehow grasp for some sort of self resurrection? you act a way you dont really want to act, or wouldnt normally act and in turn you know youre still stuck in the same spot but with a little bit less self respect.
i dunno.
'lean wit it, rock wit it.
i have a tan. for pretty much the first time ever.
also, ive had the past two days off of school due to an underground explosion/fire in the underground gas/power lines or whatever.
our school has been out of power and it could take up to friday to fix. so the past two days i have gone to the beach with a fellow classmate shannon.
yesterday was my first time at a nude beach.
oh boy wreck beach. it was mostly full of heavier and older gay men. and most of the women were all fully clothed except for those regular hippie women. shannon and her friend took off their tops. but im much to modest (dispite what some of you may believe) so i stayed covered. but the vibe was totallyyyy so much more mellow and layed back than at any of the other beaches out here. and this (and all the nekkies out there) actually made me feel totally comfortable in my swim suit and not like i need to be worried about if i look thin/hot/tight enough.
and today we went just to english bay cuz it was closer.
ive figured out my sunscreen ratio is a special combination of 4 spf and 15spf.
i would like some weed, please.
and thusly have become somewhat of a (small) fan of r&b? *cringes*
b) you know when youre feeling down on yourself/lonely/whatever, and you act a certain way with certain people just to somehow grasp for some sort of self resurrection? you act a way you dont really want to act, or wouldnt normally act and in turn you know youre still stuck in the same spot but with a little bit less self respect.
i dunno.
'lean wit it, rock wit it.
i have a tan. for pretty much the first time ever.
also, ive had the past two days off of school due to an underground explosion/fire in the underground gas/power lines or whatever.
our school has been out of power and it could take up to friday to fix. so the past two days i have gone to the beach with a fellow classmate shannon.
yesterday was my first time at a nude beach.
oh boy wreck beach. it was mostly full of heavier and older gay men. and most of the women were all fully clothed except for those regular hippie women. shannon and her friend took off their tops. but im much to modest (dispite what some of you may believe) so i stayed covered. but the vibe was totallyyyy so much more mellow and layed back than at any of the other beaches out here. and this (and all the nekkies out there) actually made me feel totally comfortable in my swim suit and not like i need to be worried about if i look thin/hot/tight enough.
and today we went just to english bay cuz it was closer.
ive figured out my sunscreen ratio is a special combination of 4 spf and 15spf.
i would like some weed, please.