hi.
i don't ever remember my password to this thing. soooo here's what's new in my life. i got dumped it's the hardest thing i've ever had to deal with. which is lame. it's pretty much the exact same thing i put him through lat year. so i guess i just need to give him time, which is the hard part. halloween rules, last week kol, julie, and i were daria, jane and quinn. this week we're being nicole richie, mischa barton, and lindsay lohan. haha we got extensions from sally's and accidently melted kol's. probably no one else will dress up and it will be lame cause it's gonna be at holly's not our house. the party last week was nuts. i can't say whether it was good or bad because i was up till 7 crying, but everybody else had a great time. i invited mike triptow to come tomorrow, but he probably won't. i wish he would. i hooked up wtih his random, chachy dude and it was wa huge mistake. ummm tonight we were supposed to go see limbeck, but theyre playing with new found glory so it sold out. so i've had a crush on this dude isince last semester when he was my partner in french, and he's playing a show tonight and i want to go sort of, for fun, but it might be really lame when i seem desperate. i hope maybe kevin will want to come cause mc homeless is playing too. i talked to jennifer. the circumstances were bad, but it wasn't bad. i don't want to talk about it. um. i made some friends at school, they're cool but i'm crazy. i'm excited to go see lucero in a few weeks, and that's pretty much all i have to look forward to. kol and i played in the first snow of the season today. i wish i could go snowboarding. or have a boyfriend. god.