Dear Nelson
l think I made a breakthrough last Saturday. I didn't cry as much but I allowed my heart to feel the emptiness and accept that you and I are really over. It was my fault and for that, I am truly sorry. I will always be grateful for everything you have done for me. For keeping up with my craziness for the past 11 years. For always being the kinder one. You deserve to be happy. At times, I'm still tempted to call you or message you. It's because I miss us. I miss you. But in time, we will learn to move on. And when we get there, I hope we could still be good friends.
Love,
Jay