i need some sleep, i can't go on like this, i tried counting sheep, but theres one i always miss.
man i used to laugh at the people who deleted their lj entries by clicking a link or the back button on accident, and its come around to bite me in the ass. writings better the 2nd time around anyway.
well yesterday was a shitty day. usually ill have a few bad days here and there for no particular reason but this time certain occurences ruined my mood. there was something sticking out of the curb at ohlone and it punctured my goddamn right back tire. all bad. so i put the spare on and drove home, and when i got there, what else was waiting for me but a ticket in the mail. id ran a red light a couple weeks ago and it finally came. 341 bucks lol hella weak. this was the kind of bad day that made me feel like someone wasnt on my side too :-/ oh well.
the day brightened up a little bit in english class. i got over 100% on this essay i wrote last week. first time ever... that i passed an essay... or anything, haha. that class is tight the teacher is pretty chill and the people all have their own tight stories so its interesting. makes 3 hours go by a little more quickly. plus having HASAN in the class qualifies it for perfect.
today was chill i went to the doctors and felt a little sick after but i saw "i, robot" with haris (very good movie i must say), then did some chillin and chattin wif todd and haris.
anyway i have some more to say but it might carry on so if u want to read... oh there are pictures behind the cut too
okay. so you clicked. good job.
my flat fucking tire. boooo
my ticket. if you look closely (at the top picture) you will see that the lgiht was RED before i was in the intersection hahah damnit.
i walked by my dad today and he said to me "why do you always drag ure feet and hang ure head? its like youre always depressed." it made me think that he was right. i, 1) did look depressed a lot. 2) might actually be (not clinically) depressed. one thing is for sure though. in public, at least, i try to look as happy as possible because when people act all depressed, ...(thinking of a good way to put this) they suck. i hate people that bitch and moan and frown all the time for no reason. you could almost call me cocky for this but i think my lifes a lot worse than a lot of people, but if you didnt know me, you wouldnt know. that's what im going for.
well my point is, if someone seems happier, it makes them a lot more attractive, approachable, and ..other good stuff. (this was a lot better before lj fucking deleted it). the best kind of person in the world is a person that is always in a cheery mood, and the best feeling in the world is having the ability to make someone you love smile. so seriously, quit being so selfish and turn your fucking frown around. qt.
deal. bye.
well yesterday was a shitty day. usually ill have a few bad days here and there for no particular reason but this time certain occurences ruined my mood. there was something sticking out of the curb at ohlone and it punctured my goddamn right back tire. all bad. so i put the spare on and drove home, and when i got there, what else was waiting for me but a ticket in the mail. id ran a red light a couple weeks ago and it finally came. 341 bucks lol hella weak. this was the kind of bad day that made me feel like someone wasnt on my side too :-/ oh well.
the day brightened up a little bit in english class. i got over 100% on this essay i wrote last week. first time ever... that i passed an essay... or anything, haha. that class is tight the teacher is pretty chill and the people all have their own tight stories so its interesting. makes 3 hours go by a little more quickly. plus having HASAN in the class qualifies it for perfect.
today was chill i went to the doctors and felt a little sick after but i saw "i, robot" with haris (very good movie i must say), then did some chillin and chattin wif todd and haris.
anyway i have some more to say but it might carry on so if u want to read... oh there are pictures behind the cut too
okay. so you clicked. good job.
my flat fucking tire. boooo
my ticket. if you look closely (at the top picture) you will see that the lgiht was RED before i was in the intersection hahah damnit.
i walked by my dad today and he said to me "why do you always drag ure feet and hang ure head? its like youre always depressed." it made me think that he was right. i, 1) did look depressed a lot. 2) might actually be (not clinically) depressed. one thing is for sure though. in public, at least, i try to look as happy as possible because when people act all depressed, ...(thinking of a good way to put this) they suck. i hate people that bitch and moan and frown all the time for no reason. you could almost call me cocky for this but i think my lifes a lot worse than a lot of people, but if you didnt know me, you wouldnt know. that's what im going for.
well my point is, if someone seems happier, it makes them a lot more attractive, approachable, and ..other good stuff. (this was a lot better before lj fucking deleted it). the best kind of person in the world is a person that is always in a cheery mood, and the best feeling in the world is having the ability to make someone you love smile. so seriously, quit being so selfish and turn your fucking frown around. qt.
deal. bye.