Mike who? Mike Jones!
Something is telling me I should write. I haven't written about my feelings in so long, I guess it's about time to get down and dirty with my emotions.
This year has been a complete and utter living hell. So much has gone on and I just don't even get how I'm still living. The fall started off with my sister turning into an adult on September 6, 2006. Unfortunately, this date has become the anniversary of my grandfather's death. I miss him so much. I never thought he would be gone so soon, but alas he is and I just wish I had more time with him.
Then World War III happened with my dad. He raided my apartment one day to find belongings of Greg along with a large quantity of marijuana. He was infuriated and things are still not the same between us. I feel like I have dissapointed him so much, I just don't know if things will ever go back to normal. Along with my dad refusing to pay for the apartment anymore, came with me having to drop out of school since I could not afford the apartment working part time at Friendly's. So here I am, in late March, a full year behind in school.
Chris Kosek. Some kid I went to high school suddenly came into my life and we fell in love. Our relationship moved quickly and continued growing stronger and stronger. He is my absolute best friend. He had to move back down to Florida in January when our lease was up in Hamden, and he didn't really have any other choice. He has been down there since January 21, 2007 and I miss him more than anything. I have been down twice to visit him but it's not enough. I feel like I completely took living with him in Hamden for granted. Or even having him in Connecticut. I would give anything to be able to hang out with him right now. Just to drive around with him. We got into a fight and our new plans of our apartment in Trumbull aren't looking so good. I am getting the apartment no matter what, I just don't know where he will stand in this whole situation considering that at the moment he refuses to speak to me.
Popi Dom was diagnosed with lung cancer that spread to his liver and now his brain. "I guess that's what three and a half packs of cigarettes a day will do to you." I'm scared for him. He is by far the most genuine, honest, real person I have ever met in my life. I love him so much and want to believe that nothing is wrong with him.
My dad is finally getting divorced from Joanne. Like it's a done deal this time. I guess the sheriff came to his house last week and gave him the papers that she filed for. I guess they are better off. My dad is just so not happy with her anymore. It's just so fake pretending like they are a happy, married couple when they just aren't.
I'm going back to school in the fall as a full time student. I'm looking forward to be able to see everyone from Quinnipiac again- especially Muriel, Aubree and Kasey. I miss those girlies too much.
My sister is at school in New Hampshire and she loves it. She met this boy Patrick from Maryland who goes to school at Plymouth as well and she really likes him. I am happy for her. She deserves the best and to be happy.
The Melting Pot has changed my life. I honestly don't know what I did before I worked there. The tight knit group of people that work there is just like a great big family. I spend a lot of time with my cousin and it's great. It's really comforting. I've met so many amazing people. One in particular is Ashley. I can't figure out what I did before I met her. She has been there for me through so much shit and I am just so grateful that I was blessed with someone like her.
I got into a car accident about a month or two ago and am indebted $3,000 to my father which I have to pay him back by working at his car wash two days a week. I absolutely loathe it but hey, I made an agreement and I have to stick by it- right?
So, in the meantime I guess it's time for me to just sit back and wait for things to work out. They will work out one way or another even if it's not what was originally planned. I just miss Chris the most and I wish he would talk to me. He makes things easier.
This year has been a complete and utter living hell. So much has gone on and I just don't even get how I'm still living. The fall started off with my sister turning into an adult on September 6, 2006. Unfortunately, this date has become the anniversary of my grandfather's death. I miss him so much. I never thought he would be gone so soon, but alas he is and I just wish I had more time with him.
Then World War III happened with my dad. He raided my apartment one day to find belongings of Greg along with a large quantity of marijuana. He was infuriated and things are still not the same between us. I feel like I have dissapointed him so much, I just don't know if things will ever go back to normal. Along with my dad refusing to pay for the apartment anymore, came with me having to drop out of school since I could not afford the apartment working part time at Friendly's. So here I am, in late March, a full year behind in school.
Chris Kosek. Some kid I went to high school suddenly came into my life and we fell in love. Our relationship moved quickly and continued growing stronger and stronger. He is my absolute best friend. He had to move back down to Florida in January when our lease was up in Hamden, and he didn't really have any other choice. He has been down there since January 21, 2007 and I miss him more than anything. I have been down twice to visit him but it's not enough. I feel like I completely took living with him in Hamden for granted. Or even having him in Connecticut. I would give anything to be able to hang out with him right now. Just to drive around with him. We got into a fight and our new plans of our apartment in Trumbull aren't looking so good. I am getting the apartment no matter what, I just don't know where he will stand in this whole situation considering that at the moment he refuses to speak to me.
Popi Dom was diagnosed with lung cancer that spread to his liver and now his brain. "I guess that's what three and a half packs of cigarettes a day will do to you." I'm scared for him. He is by far the most genuine, honest, real person I have ever met in my life. I love him so much and want to believe that nothing is wrong with him.
My dad is finally getting divorced from Joanne. Like it's a done deal this time. I guess the sheriff came to his house last week and gave him the papers that she filed for. I guess they are better off. My dad is just so not happy with her anymore. It's just so fake pretending like they are a happy, married couple when they just aren't.
I'm going back to school in the fall as a full time student. I'm looking forward to be able to see everyone from Quinnipiac again- especially Muriel, Aubree and Kasey. I miss those girlies too much.
My sister is at school in New Hampshire and she loves it. She met this boy Patrick from Maryland who goes to school at Plymouth as well and she really likes him. I am happy for her. She deserves the best and to be happy.
The Melting Pot has changed my life. I honestly don't know what I did before I worked there. The tight knit group of people that work there is just like a great big family. I spend a lot of time with my cousin and it's great. It's really comforting. I've met so many amazing people. One in particular is Ashley. I can't figure out what I did before I met her. She has been there for me through so much shit and I am just so grateful that I was blessed with someone like her.
I got into a car accident about a month or two ago and am indebted $3,000 to my father which I have to pay him back by working at his car wash two days a week. I absolutely loathe it but hey, I made an agreement and I have to stick by it- right?
So, in the meantime I guess it's time for me to just sit back and wait for things to work out. They will work out one way or another even if it's not what was originally planned. I just miss Chris the most and I wish he would talk to me. He makes things easier.