Andre Nickatina can.
So. I haven't updated this thing all summer. I feel like I have been non-stop since school got out though.
A week after finals Kasey and I went to Sarasota and had the best time. Our IDs worked down there so we went to a few chill bars and met some people. It was so nice to bond with her for the week since at school everything is always so hectic and I never get to spend time with her really.
Once I got home from Florida I put off getting a job for as long as possible and then my dad forced me to apply to every single place in New Milford. I was getting sooo sick of applications and the whole dang deal when I went into Friendly's, filled out like a three page application, and was hired on the spot with no interview or anything. Perfect. I am still training to be a server right now but I love it there. Everyone who works there is real young and nice and it's just a great place to work because the time goes by soo quickly. This lady who was training me on Saturday ended up making $200 in tips alone for working a double shift. I can't wait to start making lots of money and to get my first pay check. I know I'm not going to save a penny this summer though and probably blow all my money on substances, like always.
The social situation has been great. I've been hanging out with sooo many people and having the time of my life. I've been trying to live my life without making plans and shit and let me tell you, it has been so exciting. I really love not knowing what's going to happen next and like where the wind is going to blow me. hahaha. Of course I have been spending lots of time with Brittany and helping her out with all the shit she is going through. I've seen Emily a few times which has been awesome because she is the funniest person I know and she will just always be on that same exact level that I need her to be on hahah. I haven't seen Allie as much as I want to but we are both really busy. I am meeting up with her today for lunch actually so that will be nice.
Then there are the boys. Ergghhh I think I got myself into a bit of a mess but whatever. I'm 19 (well for like three more weeks) and it's summer and I just want to have fun. Like HELLZ NO am I doing the whole college relationship thing because I really need to be single until I graduate. I think it is just so important for me to develop into who I am going to be without the influence of another person in my life. Relationships change people, no matter who you are... there are parts of your personality and lifestyle you have to compromise and frankly, I am just not willing to do that. Fuck that shit. hahaha
Ummm so yeah life is good. In addition to Friendly's I am picking up some of my mom's cleaning jobs because she is so busy this month with the move and everything (she bought this really cute house in Bantam that is 200 years old).
Main goal for the summer: to not get stressed out and to do what makes ME happy.
I am just so content with how everything is going. I seriously never ever ever want to go back to school. Nothing at all appeals to me. I just don't care at all about it and I never really have. Like yeah I don't want to become another New Milford statistic, but at the same time I am just sooo over college. It's what my dad always wanted me to do, not me. I could really care less. I just want to be happy and being home with the people I love most makes me the happiest. blehhh I don't know.
Alright, I have to clean now. Paz fuera!
A week after finals Kasey and I went to Sarasota and had the best time. Our IDs worked down there so we went to a few chill bars and met some people. It was so nice to bond with her for the week since at school everything is always so hectic and I never get to spend time with her really.
Once I got home from Florida I put off getting a job for as long as possible and then my dad forced me to apply to every single place in New Milford. I was getting sooo sick of applications and the whole dang deal when I went into Friendly's, filled out like a three page application, and was hired on the spot with no interview or anything. Perfect. I am still training to be a server right now but I love it there. Everyone who works there is real young and nice and it's just a great place to work because the time goes by soo quickly. This lady who was training me on Saturday ended up making $200 in tips alone for working a double shift. I can't wait to start making lots of money and to get my first pay check. I know I'm not going to save a penny this summer though and probably blow all my money on substances, like always.
The social situation has been great. I've been hanging out with sooo many people and having the time of my life. I've been trying to live my life without making plans and shit and let me tell you, it has been so exciting. I really love not knowing what's going to happen next and like where the wind is going to blow me. hahaha. Of course I have been spending lots of time with Brittany and helping her out with all the shit she is going through. I've seen Emily a few times which has been awesome because she is the funniest person I know and she will just always be on that same exact level that I need her to be on hahah. I haven't seen Allie as much as I want to but we are both really busy. I am meeting up with her today for lunch actually so that will be nice.
Then there are the boys. Ergghhh I think I got myself into a bit of a mess but whatever. I'm 19 (well for like three more weeks) and it's summer and I just want to have fun. Like HELLZ NO am I doing the whole college relationship thing because I really need to be single until I graduate. I think it is just so important for me to develop into who I am going to be without the influence of another person in my life. Relationships change people, no matter who you are... there are parts of your personality and lifestyle you have to compromise and frankly, I am just not willing to do that. Fuck that shit. hahaha
Ummm so yeah life is good. In addition to Friendly's I am picking up some of my mom's cleaning jobs because she is so busy this month with the move and everything (she bought this really cute house in Bantam that is 200 years old).
Main goal for the summer: to not get stressed out and to do what makes ME happy.
I am just so content with how everything is going. I seriously never ever ever want to go back to school. Nothing at all appeals to me. I just don't care at all about it and I never really have. Like yeah I don't want to become another New Milford statistic, but at the same time I am just sooo over college. It's what my dad always wanted me to do, not me. I could really care less. I just want to be happy and being home with the people I love most makes me the happiest. blehhh I don't know.
Alright, I have to clean now. Paz fuera!