"we'd never have to wonder if"
so im definitely not posting as often as i would like but here's the two month update.
my car finally got fixed after we found it.
i'm going to paris france. for four weeks in july. studying for fashion four days a week and then three day weekends touring the city and museums and the eiffel tower and versailles and the louvre and i dont speak any french but i have a cd im trying to listen to. bonjour. its a start.
rocked it out in iowa a few weeks ago. probably the craziest, funniest, most random weekend ever. so much fun. i miss our roadtrips. we dont go somewhere every weekend anymore...
fashion show was at the beginning of the month. rocked it out at du every day. never spent that much time there but it was so much fun backstage. crazy hectic but it was worth it. the show went through perfectly. i hated my dressed but i always do. i got to work on that for next year. im already working on stuff for next year. ridic. and most ridic of all, for some reason, they gave me a $1000 scholarship for paris and named me the "emerging fashion designer." im still in shock. still speechless. i still dont understand but im loving every minute of it.
i need to work more hours at the salon. work out more to get rid of my fatass and stop eating. i need to shop for a whole new wardrobe for paris. i have to pretend i still care about school when i dont. theres only 9 days left. its a joke really. and i need to save a crazy amount of money because apparently in the next two years, im going to mexico, las vegas, new york, florida, and ireland. im gonna make it happen. i just need to win the lottery.
and i joined a rock band this weekend haha. so much fun. teasy, easy, and sleazy. we know how to rock it out.
9 days until summer. 9 days...9 days...im always counting down days to getting out ;)
75 days to paris. ridic.
If you just realize what I just realized,
Then we'd be perfect for each other
and will never find another
Just realized what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder if
we missed out on each other now.