it will turn around...
so im mad at myself for not posting on this for months. i used to post everyday. and i think this is this only way i could remember everything i did senior year because i wrote it all. so im gonna try and write it all again. it'll probably last about a day but its worth a try.
so right now, sewing and journalism has taken over my life. ive been stuck in the fashion lab the past two nights. i should never be at DU for more than 12 hours ever again. i feel like im on such a random schedule. i come home from school at 9 or 10 and then start the rest of the day. and combined with my green tea diet im wired all the time. love it.
i finished my dress. i hate myself for using lace again but i couldnt help it. it turned out okay i guess. ive never like anything ive made so im not a good judge. for my next project, i promise i have to do something completely different. completely not me.
and my journalism class is kicking my ass. right now im currently trying to email practically everyone in oak park and asking about the stadium light issue at the high school. and i cant even talk to any of these people because i work for the next 3 days. wtf. how do i find these classes? what am i doing with my life?
paulie is doing mr at. and international dance. and im completely amazed. and kind of sad too. because now i miss senior year. when i used to be involved. and i feel like i have no time anymore and im not even involved with anything. and i dont see anyone anymore. or talk to anyone. except through bumper stickers.
they're sending the applications to paris. ill find out in a month if i get in. crossing my fingers.
drama for how im gonna pay for it. since my bumper was ripped off by some hick driver in champaign.
we'll see how it all goes down
Cause I need more time
Just a few more months and we’ll be fine
So say what’s on your mind
Cause I can’t figure out just what’s inside
I hoped that you could understand
That this is not what I had planned
Please don’t worry now
It will turn around
so right now, sewing and journalism has taken over my life. ive been stuck in the fashion lab the past two nights. i should never be at DU for more than 12 hours ever again. i feel like im on such a random schedule. i come home from school at 9 or 10 and then start the rest of the day. and combined with my green tea diet im wired all the time. love it.
i finished my dress. i hate myself for using lace again but i couldnt help it. it turned out okay i guess. ive never like anything ive made so im not a good judge. for my next project, i promise i have to do something completely different. completely not me.
and my journalism class is kicking my ass. right now im currently trying to email practically everyone in oak park and asking about the stadium light issue at the high school. and i cant even talk to any of these people because i work for the next 3 days. wtf. how do i find these classes? what am i doing with my life?
paulie is doing mr at. and international dance. and im completely amazed. and kind of sad too. because now i miss senior year. when i used to be involved. and i feel like i have no time anymore and im not even involved with anything. and i dont see anyone anymore. or talk to anyone. except through bumper stickers.
they're sending the applications to paris. ill find out in a month if i get in. crossing my fingers.
drama for how im gonna pay for it. since my bumper was ripped off by some hick driver in champaign.
we'll see how it all goes down
Cause I need more time
Just a few more months and we’ll be fine
So say what’s on your mind
Cause I can’t figure out just what’s inside
I hoped that you could understand
That this is not what I had planned
Please don’t worry now
It will turn around