"Do YoU tHiNk We'LL mAkE iT?"
too much has happened this week. she left. rainbow bright. i didnt know it would hurt that much. it killed me to just watch her say goodbye to everyone that she means so much too...let alone say goodbye myself.
this is about you. i just want to make that clear.
i have to start sewing again soon...and if i watch mean girls and closer...i'm going to be alone.
its only been a week. its been too long already.
everyday isnt the same anymore.
rainbow sherbert.
project runway.
expressways.
ice mountain.
burn this city.
gas stations.
sleeping.
mix cds.
tetris.
dq.
the crew. the gang. the core. there's a hole.
i started college this week. DU. i like my lunches with con everyday. they make it a little better. i love it there. its so tiny...but i'm too scared.
the first roadtrip this weekend. me, nina, tim, andy, and matt. university of iowa. jack, jason, steve, and nick. it was so good to see them all again. i didn't realize how much i missed them. matt's craziness. nick's delay. steve's instigating. jack's comments. partied it up friday night. "culture shock." eating leaves. secrets in the tent. football game saturday. let's go hawks. "i bleed black and gold." and then...we crashed. i fell asleep on the car ride home...and woke up to the boys singing bsb and nsync.
i think it was a successful first roadtrip.
breakfast with john, joann, little merritello, steph, and paul. wow. i missed him. more than i let myself realize. i think if i let myself think about it enough...i can't...i'm so used to going to classes with him...seeing him everyday...drumming on my shoulder. now i sit in my classes...and he's not there. no one's here.
I never knew
I never knew that everything was falling through...
Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head...
Running all the time
Running to the future
With you right by my side...
Running, running
As fast as we can
Do you think we'll make it?
We're running
Keep holding my hand
It's so we don't get separated...
Don't stop inspiring me
Sometimes it's hard to keep on running
We work so much to keep it going
Don't make me want to give up.
this is about you. i just want to make that clear.
i have to start sewing again soon...and if i watch mean girls and closer...i'm going to be alone.
its only been a week. its been too long already.
everyday isnt the same anymore.
rainbow sherbert.
project runway.
expressways.
ice mountain.
burn this city.
gas stations.
sleeping.
mix cds.
tetris.
dq.
the crew. the gang. the core. there's a hole.
i started college this week. DU. i like my lunches with con everyday. they make it a little better. i love it there. its so tiny...but i'm too scared.
the first roadtrip this weekend. me, nina, tim, andy, and matt. university of iowa. jack, jason, steve, and nick. it was so good to see them all again. i didn't realize how much i missed them. matt's craziness. nick's delay. steve's instigating. jack's comments. partied it up friday night. "culture shock." eating leaves. secrets in the tent. football game saturday. let's go hawks. "i bleed black and gold." and then...we crashed. i fell asleep on the car ride home...and woke up to the boys singing bsb and nsync.
i think it was a successful first roadtrip.
breakfast with john, joann, little merritello, steph, and paul. wow. i missed him. more than i let myself realize. i think if i let myself think about it enough...i can't...i'm so used to going to classes with him...seeing him everyday...drumming on my shoulder. now i sit in my classes...and he's not there. no one's here.
I never knew
I never knew that everything was falling through...
Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head...
Running all the time
Running to the future
With you right by my side...
Running, running
As fast as we can
Do you think we'll make it?
We're running
Keep holding my hand
It's so we don't get separated...
Don't stop inspiring me
Sometimes it's hard to keep on running
We work so much to keep it going
Don't make me want to give up.