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why does it have to be over? this weekend was all that i thought about for the past month. like diana said, "now what do we have to live for?"
friday: pep rally. so insanely crazy and awesome. so hectic backstage, but too cute out on the floor. then came home to work on my dress. then on my way to the football game. craziness. it was FREEZING. jack and matt had thier brooms for the sweep. we totally kicked leyden's ass without even trying. john, phil, bre, and me squished like crazy and tried to stay warm. then me, mike, and bre tried walking together under the blanket. it was too funny, or as mike would say, "too cute." ihop with the gang. and then mean waitress. then johns for a little to hear the new music and then home to sew until 3 in the morning.
saturday/sunday: manicure. pedicure. make-up. hair. hair with devin even more fun. getting ready so fast for pics at stephs. aaww the corsages and those too cute pics that you have to take. all the parents watching and trying to take photos. then even more pics at sarahs. so many people. then the dance. more pics. too many probably i have about 7 cameras to develop from the whole week and apparently i'm paying for all of them according to my mom. the dance was the best time ever, and i don't even dance, ever, but i did and it was the best moments ever. all the girls singing 'since you've been gone.' the diana, age, and janel 'hump train' or whatever we called it. seeing everyone all prettied up. the cutest slow songs. seeing the cutest guys go all out and dance away and have too much fun. i didn't want it to be over yet. then dinner. john ross katsikas ate a corsage. all i have to say about that. then quick run home before off to nina's.
night of my life. breakfast club. T or D, but mostly T turned into confessions and critisizms. and ratings. it got really deep but i think everything that was said really needed to be. i'm glad i told whatever i did because it feels better when they know what's really going on in your head. we did get into some pretty harsh issues though. so proud of my self that i never really slept. then breakfast. and aaww a sunday morning football game with matt and steve. then 711. scene it. mrs. doubtfire. sleeping with open eyes and snoring. pillow fight. home to shower before dinner. nina du4 was my hero last night. "don't care"and "shut your face" were all thanks to her. amazing. "like sex in your mouth." then to justine's where i think the sleep deprevation was getting to me. i can't forget me and nina and our deep homecoming drama conversations. even just sitting in her car and talking about it all was one of the top moments of my weekend.
monday: slept late. tried cleaning. homecoming discussions and pics with biggie and 50. portillos with na, then more homecoming discussions. and re-enactments. that was the best part really. you have to re-create those moments. with his eyes peeking over...oh god. i know that worked out better for me.
i loved every single minute of it and wouldn't have changed a thing. i think its so ironic. i was so crazy about how everything would turn out. and i don't think i would have had it any other way. the best days of my life.
...And then she asks me, "Do I look all right?"
And I say, "Yes, you look wonderful tonight."
We go to a party and everyone turns to see
This beautiful lady that's walking around with me.
And then she asks me, "Do you feel all right?"
And I say, "Yes, I feel wonderful tonight."
I feel wonderful because I see
The love light in your eyes.
And the wonder of it all
Is that you just don't realize how much I love you.
...And then I tell her, as I turn out the light,
I say, "My darling, you were wonderful tonight.
Oh my darling, you were wonderful tonight."