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i've been drinking way too much lately. Tonights choice is a bottle of wine that a friend gave me. so freakin numb right now but it justs hides the pain i'm feeling. i've fucked up on so many levels. i truly hate mayslef for the things i have done to the people that i care about.
and i really miss my cats. Rosie was the best cat ever and i still miss her. i miss her so, so much. sad to say but she was my best friend for 10 years. so much like me. fergus is still at christine's but i'm not ready to have him yet. i am not well. i need help but am so scared. i've never gotten this low before.
and i really miss my cats. Rosie was the best cat ever and i still miss her. i miss her so, so much. sad to say but she was my best friend for 10 years. so much like me. fergus is still at christine's but i'm not ready to have him yet. i am not well. i need help but am so scared. i've never gotten this low before.