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Today has sucked on so many levels! I just want to crawl into a hole and never come out again (or swim with the fishes but the tide was out!). A lot of personal drama (yes, girl issues outside of Christine) and on top of that, had to sign divorce papers today. I knew that was coming as it had been discussed a long time ago and submitted officially last month, but add that to the other crap that I faced today, came home and totally lost it. I have not felt this alone in such a long time and it honestly sucks!
And why do I have to care about people so much? Why can't I be the typical guy that can just move on to the next best thing! I don't work that way. I have to care....care too much and then it drags out the entire grieving process. Things would work so much better the other way but somehow I have to get "feelings" involved. Crap!
And why do I have to care about people so much? Why can't I be the typical guy that can just move on to the next best thing! I don't work that way. I have to care....care too much and then it drags out the entire grieving process. Things would work so much better the other way but somehow I have to get "feelings" involved. Crap!