I'm Reaching Out in this Mourning Air
My dreams are getting increasingly disturbing.
They have progressed from simple dreams of this crew mucking up as badly as past ones, especially with the asteroids coming up, to nightmares that only involve Shin-sin-fa.
He's haunting me. Some deviltry in him has peeked into my soul and sunk a dainty little claw right in me. I have worked so hard to keep my home language out of my everyday speech, but I cannot help myself around him. It is like my mouth is betraying my dreams, not even consulting with my brain before it spills out words he cannot understand. I have given him a little name in it, one that I could not have possibly considered had I been not looking right at him and without a speck of jam in me.
Toile. Toile, toile...what in the universe was I thinking calling him that? It isn't just one thing or two, not even three. It's a whole world of things, all in one little world, and now I'm questioning my entire life and beliefs because of him.
I can beat him, somehow, I'm sure of it. There has to be a way. Some way to undo what he has done to me, to unweave the spell.
They have progressed from simple dreams of this crew mucking up as badly as past ones, especially with the asteroids coming up, to nightmares that only involve Shin-sin-fa.
He's haunting me. Some deviltry in him has peeked into my soul and sunk a dainty little claw right in me. I have worked so hard to keep my home language out of my everyday speech, but I cannot help myself around him. It is like my mouth is betraying my dreams, not even consulting with my brain before it spills out words he cannot understand. I have given him a little name in it, one that I could not have possibly considered had I been not looking right at him and without a speck of jam in me.
Toile. Toile, toile...what in the universe was I thinking calling him that? It isn't just one thing or two, not even three. It's a whole world of things, all in one little world, and now I'm questioning my entire life and beliefs because of him.
I can beat him, somehow, I'm sure of it. There has to be a way. Some way to undo what he has done to me, to unweave the spell.