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[heteroheretic]

I feel lost, disrespected, stressed, unwanted, resentful, confused, conflicted, worried, righteous, fed up, pressured, wasteful, on the verge of something, but hopeful. These are some of my general, nagging feelings right now, some of which aren't constant. Of course I haven't been all-pessimism, I've actually been having a fair amount of fun and

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[mrshmllowblckct]

"I don't know if it's the world or if it's just me, if it's a new development or something that's been around awhile, but things seem like they're culminating, or falling apart, or tainted."

It's both... haha. do you ever think that we all think that the world is ending... because well... it is? hahaha. but hey... that's okay too. I really just think it's a part of growing up. to realize that the world really ISN'T a wonderful place and that everything is complete shit and that you're completely alone and that if you dropped over dead in the middle of nowhere. no one would probably care. or find you until you started to smell. LOL. Ah... It's just life. haha. I wouldn't worry about it.

Become religious or have a lot of sex. or both. that should help.

[mrshmllowblckct]

hmm that may work. or else have really good sex and follow it with a cup of tea and massages. haha.

wait. what the fuck were we even talking about? *rereads haha* meditating isn't religion! hahahahaha... um... I don't know. have sex and than pray for forgiveness so that you don't get aids.

duh. ;)

but yeah. that first idea will still be fun. so...
DO IT! :O

[heteroheretic]

You mean like, get a blowjob while meditating? I don't think I'm zen enough to combine those yet...

[mrshmllowblckct]

it'd probably be setup for wicked hot orgasms.
hahahahahaha tantric sex!!!! LOL like in american pie.

[heteroheretic]

lol, you're nuts. But yeah, that's kinda what I was thinking, after the fact :D

[mrshmllowblckct]

hahaha I know!
isn't it FUN? :)

[heteroheretic]

Zen blowjobs??? Hell yeah!