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I feel lost, disrespected, stressed, unwanted, resentful, confused, conflicted, worried, righteous, fed up, pressured, wasteful, on the verge of something, but hopeful. These are some of my general, nagging feelings right now, some of which aren't constant. Of course I haven't been all-pessimism, I've actually been having a fair amount of fun and good-times. I need more, though.
I don't know if it's the world or if it's just me, if it's a new development or something that's been around awhile, but things seem like they're culminating, or falling apart, or tainted.
I want to lash out at society, and I dont care what anyone thinks of that.
I'm not looking for anyone to lecture me, or prove me wrong, or falsely inflate my ego, or waste my time with bullshit. If you comment on this, make it count.
I need a teacher, I need a journey, I need my own personal discipline, I need action.
I don't know if it's the world or if it's just me, if it's a new development or something that's been around awhile, but things seem like they're culminating, or falling apart, or tainted.
I want to lash out at society, and I dont care what anyone thinks of that.
I'm not looking for anyone to lecture me, or prove me wrong, or falsely inflate my ego, or waste my time with bullshit. If you comment on this, make it count.
I need a teacher, I need a journey, I need my own personal discipline, I need action.