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I just found out today that my father has cancer. A pretty severe kind. One of the things that shocked me most was how calmly and matter-of-factly Mother told me this. It either means that she is optomistic, or the weight of the situation hasn't sunk in for her yet. I'm not really sure which
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I think I learned long ago that lying to you was pointless. You just have a talent for seeing through people, huh. However it's a principle that I hate showing weakness to even myself. Sometimes I wonder why it's so hard to hide it from you. I never show it to anyone else, or perhaps no one else sees it. Hm, whatever.
Yes, I will tell her to call you. I hope she cries. I really do. She's not cried at all in front of me for this issue. That's very unusual. Her mental state right now is concerning me. I think it's also a form of shock on her part, though it seems to be lasting.
Do you think I wouldn't call over something insignificant like an emotional state? Interesting. I would like to think anyways that I carry out my word.
Speaking of which, I was going to call today, but at the last minute I found out that the people at my bank were being daft, so I had to go down there to sort things out. I'm going to try calling tomorrow (aka. Saturday). I don't know if you'll be there or not. Chances are I won't call until I wake up, around 10pm your time. I wonder if that would be okay..
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It does seem odd for her not to cry. We'll see what difference I can make, and if I can figure anything out about how she's doing.
Ah, true, that was silly of me wasn't it. I know I've simply refused to pick up the phone in the past because of my emotional or mental state, but then, our calls are just a bit more significant than that, so even I wouldn't go back on that. And you're more stubborn than I am.
Today (Saturday) is fine. I didn't have any plans to go out, and the friends who wanted to come over should have left by 10.
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(Stubborn, eh? *raises eyebrow*)
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