To Go Hand-In-Hand Part 5 C (out of 5C)
anonymous
August 27 2010, 05:38:31 UTC
Russia kisses him chastely. It’s hesitant and sweet, and Canada kisses back because it’s exactly what he wants. The lips are chapped and colder than his; the kiss is shorter than Canada might have preferred but it still sends little tingles of electricity all the way to his toes.
“Was that okay?” Russia asks when he pulls away. The way his eyes roam Canada’s face is disconcerting. He’s clearly looking for rejection, like Canada will take back everything he said and leave because Russia kissed him.
Canada says, leaning against him, “You can do that anytime, eh.” He’s proud of the relieved sigh this prompts, and the way Russia’s arm tightens around him. It’s nice to know that someone wants to kiss him and be his friend and that that person is Russia is absolutely fantastic.
“Are you really staying?” Russia asks, and if possible he’s even more worked up about this question.
“For at least a week,” Canada assures him, “I don’t want to leave you alone.” It had looked like no one had been in Russia’s house since the early 90’s, and that probably wasn’t very far from the truth. Canada had been lucky to know where Russia lived.
Russia tells Canada, “I’m alone often.” Canada wonders if Russia is trying to suggest that he not stay, but it doesn’t really matter because Canada is going to stay anyway. Just like he made Russia come with him to the hotel the night before. Taking care of someone isn’t often entirely about what they want.
“You were alone often,” Canada corrects, “You’re not anymore, eh. I’m here.” Russia gives him this breathless look that makes Canada want to shove him to the bed and do wicked, wonderful things to him. But that’s not exactly congruent with the mood of the moment.
Instead he stands, takes Russia’s hand, and says, “Let’s get dressed and then go have pancakes!” They do just that. And he grabs the bottle of maple syrup from last night on their way out. Canada insists that Russia leave his gloves off, and Russia’s bare hand is dry and warm against his.
Things are looking up.
Well, I guess that that's all, folks! Sorry that this took so long, I was having trouble writing it, and then I got caught up in the nonporn fluff request. I wrote some Canada/Russia for it! And some other stuff. Also, captcha tells me, "index churchgoers". I am not sure that the kink meme would want an index for that.
*insert keyboard smash here*
anonymous
August 27 2010, 07:09:51 UTC
Okay, okay, okay. I've taken a deep breath but this
European countries are all crammed in so close to each other, pressed against each other tight. They’re never cut off and never alone. Even England has his brothers. But it’s different when you’re in North America. America is Canada’s only border now. No one else can feel him. Then, England and France visited rarely, and never long enough. They didn’t understand that he was lonely and a little crazy. They couldn’t begin to comprehend how it felt to be nearly half a continent and only have one, two neighbors.
means I have to ask. You're not headcanon anon from the FACE fill are you? Or is this just one gigantic coincidence? If it is a coincidence, wow, cool. If not, WOW! COOL!
Onto the story, Ivan is so lonely and heartbroken, so convinced that Matthew couldn't want him, it makes me want so badly to just hug him. Matthew, likewise, is being so sweet and understanding and steadfast. The part of me that centres around abusing Matthew, emotionally more often than not, wonders about the current dynamic, but obviously we hadn't seen enough to really make a guess at how this would work out.
Anyway, it was a fabulous fill anon, and you updated just when I was on a hunt for RusCan (my main source hasn't updated in forever, I'm going through withdrawal *sob).
Re: *insert keyboard smash here*
anonymous
August 27 2010, 07:18:02 UTC
means I have to ask. You're not headcanon anon from the FACE fill are you? Or is this just one gigantic coincidence? If it is a coincidence, wow, cool. If not, WOW! COOL!
I'm not the writer of that, no, but if that paragraph is applicable, please link me. I don't read enough FACE.
Hint: I love this pairing so things go fine, even though I'm not going to write about things going awesomely because that would be boring.
Is your main source Seven Years? Because if so, I probably owe you an apology.
Re: *insert keyboard smash here*
anonymous
August 27 2010, 08:31:06 UTC
http://hetalia-kink.livejournal.com/15769.html?thread=41838745#t41838745 <---It's Radix, and part 15 (just scroll down) addresses this exact issue, only it's a conversation between France and America, which was why I was wondering. Apparently people other than me have picked up on the tragedies that are the USA and Canada. *squee*
I figure it'd go fine, it's just, in my tiny, evil mind it would somehow warp into Canada shouldering all the burdens and feeling like he's not allowed to talk about it because he's never tried to commit suicide, and then that would play out for another billion words or so and then it would end happily.
No, my main source is Giving In on FFN, though I do adore the Seven Years fill. I've been trying to reintegrate my other fandoms back into my proverbial fan loving diet anyway, so maybe lack of updates will help me out some. I should go to bed, but it's almost six am now, so I'll just go to bed at a reasonable time like 9pm and wham, sleep back on schedule in time for school. Obviously this plan is fool proof.
Re: *insert keyboard smash here*
anonymous
September 5 2010, 04:52:30 UTC
That is a nice fill right there. Sorry it's taken me so long to reply. You're probably not around anymore, orz.
I don't have the time or the fanbase to write that. DX
It is nice to hear that people like it. I will go check out Giving In. My sleep schedules need to be rearranged, too, but I doubt that it'll happen. XD
Re: To Go Hand-In-Hand Part 5 C (out of 5C)
anonymous
March 7 2012, 19:38:40 UTC
I wish I could give this a review that would accurately describe how much I love this and how emotional I felt while reading it. The characters were so well done that I can’t think of a single thing I’d change.
You tackled an extremely dark and touchy subject matter with grace and humanity, and I love how Canada stumbles around in his attempt to be comforting because it's so much more realistic when you just don't know what to do or say.
“Was that okay?” Russia asks when he pulls away. The way his eyes roam Canada’s face is disconcerting. He’s clearly looking for rejection, like Canada will take back everything he said and leave because Russia kissed him.
Canada says, leaning against him, “You can do that anytime, eh.” He’s proud of the relieved sigh this prompts, and the way Russia’s arm tightens around him. It’s nice to know that someone wants to kiss him and be his friend and that that person is Russia is absolutely fantastic.
“Are you really staying?” Russia asks, and if possible he’s even more worked up about this question.
“For at least a week,” Canada assures him, “I don’t want to leave you alone.” It had looked like no one had been in Russia’s house since the early 90’s, and that probably wasn’t very far from the truth. Canada had been lucky to know where Russia lived.
Russia tells Canada, “I’m alone often.” Canada wonders if Russia is trying to suggest that he not stay, but it doesn’t really matter because Canada is going to stay anyway. Just like he made Russia come with him to the hotel the night before. Taking care of someone isn’t often entirely about what they want.
“You were alone often,” Canada corrects, “You’re not anymore, eh. I’m here.” Russia gives him this breathless look that makes Canada want to shove him to the bed and do wicked, wonderful things to him. But that’s not exactly congruent with the mood of the moment.
Instead he stands, takes Russia’s hand, and says, “Let’s get dressed and then go have pancakes!” They do just that. And he grabs the bottle of maple syrup from last night on their way out. Canada insists that Russia leave his gloves off, and Russia’s bare hand is dry and warm against his.
Things are looking up.
Well, I guess that that's all, folks! Sorry that this took so long, I was having trouble writing it, and then I got caught up in the nonporn fluff request. I wrote some Canada/Russia for it! And some other stuff.
Also, captcha tells me, "index churchgoers". I am not sure that the kink meme would want an index for that.
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European countries are all crammed in so close to each other, pressed against each other tight. They’re never cut off and never alone. Even England has his brothers. But it’s different when you’re in North America. America is Canada’s only border now. No one else can feel him. Then, England and France visited rarely, and never long enough. They didn’t understand that he was lonely and a little crazy. They couldn’t begin to comprehend how it felt to be nearly half a continent and only have one, two neighbors.
means I have to ask. You're not headcanon anon from the FACE fill are you? Or is this just one gigantic coincidence? If it is a coincidence, wow, cool. If not, WOW! COOL!
Onto the story, Ivan is so lonely and heartbroken, so convinced that Matthew couldn't want him, it makes me want so badly to just hug him. Matthew, likewise, is being so sweet and understanding and steadfast. The part of me that centres around abusing Matthew, emotionally more often than not, wonders about the current dynamic, but obviously we hadn't seen enough to really make a guess at how this would work out.
Anyway, it was a fabulous fill anon, and you updated just when I was on a hunt for RusCan (my main source hasn't updated in forever, I'm going through withdrawal *sob).
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I'm not the writer of that, no, but if that paragraph is applicable, please link me. I don't read enough FACE.
Hint: I love this pairing so things go fine, even though I'm not going to write about things going awesomely because that would be boring.
Is your main source Seven Years? Because if so, I probably owe you an apology.
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I figure it'd go fine, it's just, in my tiny, evil mind it would somehow warp into Canada shouldering all the burdens and feeling like he's not allowed to talk about it because he's never tried to commit suicide, and then that would play out for another billion words or so and then it would end happily.
No, my main source is Giving In on FFN, though I do adore the Seven Years fill. I've been trying to reintegrate my other fandoms back into my proverbial fan loving diet anyway, so maybe lack of updates will help me out some. I should go to bed, but it's almost six am now, so I'll just go to bed at a reasonable time like 9pm and wham, sleep back on schedule in time for school. Obviously this plan is fool proof.
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I don't have the time or the fanbase to write that. DX
It is nice to hear that people like it. I will go check out Giving In.
My sleep schedules need to be rearranged, too, but I doubt that it'll happen. XD
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Thanks, that fill is my baby but writing France porn terrifies me, I just need to update soon. In fact, I'll go write that up.
My sleep schedule is back in place, with the help of wisdom teeth removal and a head cold at the same time. Makes for early bed times.
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You tackled an extremely dark and touchy subject matter with grace and humanity, and I love how Canada stumbles around in his attempt to be comforting because it's so much more realistic when you just don't know what to do or say.
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