Burn like a match house.

Ever since my last day at "summer work" i have felt so empty. I have nothing to do, no one to see and everything is just so empty. I need structure in my life. Perhaps it's good that school starts again in one week. Even though i hate scholl from the bottom of my heart it might be good for me to have something to do other than drifting around in ( Read more... )

Im working at an "aerobics" place. The hottest girl in the whole damn town was leading tonight. She hurt her foot and i was her support. I held it for her and afterwards i walked her to her car. Her swetty beautiful body pressed against mine ( Read more... )

I did not lie to her, i gave her an illusion of truth.

I almost got arrested by the cops... I was out for a midnight-walk. I had my hooded shirt with the hood over my head and playing with two cigarette lighters while walking in the middle of the (deserted) road. A cop car drives towards me and slows down, both cops stare at me and i stare back. They drive past me really slowly and then drive away. ( Read more... )

Okay, so iv'e spent the last 10 days in France where i saw all my cousins and uncles and aunts. We played golf, drank whine and had a good time. And i met Frida ( Read more... )

Who ever decided you sleep at night and be awake during the day?

This night two girls called me "hot". Not one, but two girls. I posted a picture of me at the queens of the stone age boards and they thought i was hot. I do not understand ( Read more... )

hypocrisy

I had a strange dream this night. I was on a beach talking to some people i don't know who they were. All of a sudden one man starts talking about how friends is why you live and that friends is the best thing in the world. I leaned forward and whispered in his hear, "I don't have any friends ( Read more... )