Avoiding the Spot...
Sometimes I ramble. There are a thousand different reasons why I do it. Lately I've been employing my "cover up how I'm feeling" ramble. I have other rambles. My "nervous ramble", my "hurt feelings ramble", my "unpleasantly surprised ramble".
Mostly I use my rambling tactic to hide the fact that I've frozen up and haven't the fucking foggiest what to say to something...or someone. Once I realize I'm rambling....for whatever reason, I have to pull myself back into the present, so I don't bore the tattoos off of whoever I happen to be talking to.
I think I lost where I was going with this entry. But when you ramble, you never get to the point. That's the idea. You're always sliding around the edges. It's a safety net that helps you stop before...
Anyways, I can talk in circles without even for one moment expressing what's really on my mind.
That's my point.