Tear Tear :(
I am falling into the same trap once again. I had a really good time chilling with Zach last night but i know i should not rely on him to make me happy. He told me he would take me to this party on the 30th and hes uhh not, it doesn't matter that much cause someone from ruby's is having a party were going to but i don't know i feel kinda lonely for the first time in a long time saddness. I'm so confused with my life well maybe not my life. I just keep making the same mistake by always being there at zach's diposal just when he needs me he would not be there if i needed him. He was just really different last night. he didn't mind listening to me instead of the usual "your whack" and he was just sweet, but knowing him that does not mean anything just that he was in a better mood then usual so i need to get him out of my mind and open up to more options. Also, I found Annmarie likes Shaq which is kinda weird and bothers me who knows why. I'm a loser what can I say lol. well im not really that sad anymore i just hope i can have an awesome time tonight without getting myself sick.