Dear Boy,

Jun 20, 2005 12:25

Dear Boy,

I hope you're happy with what you have done to me. Everytime I find that I'm always coming back to you, always giving my heart to you, and always getting hurt. I guess somethings never change. Maybe you won't change, but I will. I was always told that you can't change the way other people act, but you can change the way that you react to it. So I am. You've hurt, used and just torn me apart for the last time. I'M THROUGH WITH THIS.

I've changed a lot since you've met me, you know. I'm tougher, stronger, but most importantly, I'm wiser. I'm smart enough to finally realize the games you love to play.You know, the ones that fuck with my heart and my mind? I'm not the sweet, vulnerable little girl you once knew. There's so much more to me now. In a way, I guess I should be thanking you for making me realize what I don't want in the future; for making me aware of what guys like you do to girls like me. Oh, but don't let me thanking you go to your head. I wouldn't want to make your already oversized ego to get any larger.

This is all I needed to say to you. I needed to say it, and you, of all people, needed to hear it. I said it to let everyone know that I'm done with your bullshit. I'm done with this. done with you.

I hope the reality of this note doesnt sink in until you find yourself falling down and hitting the ground. That way, when you look around for help, for the first time since we've known each other, I won't be there.
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