saved emails from Ricky
Yeah I know I put some of these in here before But i felt the need to put them again. I was going through shit and I found these. Emails from Ricky that I printed out. They just make me think of how much he means to me and how much I love him. And how much I know he's the person I want to be with forever. I just love going through them and reading them.
This one is from before we met. And before we started going out. When we first started talking.
Tue, 3 Sept 2002 2:49 PM
From:Cypress hi
To: Xxnykibabixx
Hi baby today i am going to the kingston armory to take my ASVBS test...i hope i pas i miss you so much too baby hey this weekend do u wanna see if i can stay down there idk it is up to you i totally want to .. i love you so much i was thinkin of you through all my last period class ... i was like i hope my baby is on when i get home .. well w/b and i hope to hear from you soo ill be home by 9 tonight if you want to give me a call well im gonna get going love you baby
mwuahzzz
love
RICK
Tue, 3 Sept 2002 9:50PM
hi baby
guess what i PASSED i am so happy baby i know you are happy for me. my mom likes you from what i have told her .. you mean the world to me baby call me tomorrow after 3 i will be home from school then .. i miss you soooo much i am gonna ask my mom if you stay the weeekend she might let you i think well i hope too ill have to get money from the bank to get a movie or somethin well i have to go im really tired from that shitty test but hey i now have a future ahead of me ((or us)) if it is that way i want us and hope to talk to you tomorrow love you baby
muahzzzzz
love ricky
Thu, 5 sept 2002 9:48PM
hi baby
just wanted to write you a little letter and tell you how much i think about you each and every day.. i love you so much nyki and i wasnt us to be together forever too well baby i have to get some sleep ill talk to tomorrow maybe my baby can come up here and cuddle with me if she finds time :) nite nite baby
mwuahzzzzzzzz
love always
rick
Sat, 7 Sept 2002 8:10AM
hi baby,
last night was the best and i think your the one for me i was able to act normal and u and ur friends plus ur not afraid to say u love me nyki u mean the world to me i dont know what i would do without you when we went up and sat on the porch at my old house that meant allot to me because i felt safe in ur arms to like u have my heart held high and i know you wont drop it. well call me when you get up or get this either or i love you baby mwuahzzzzzzzzzzzz i miss you baby
*~nyki & ricky 4eva~* love always
ricky
Sun, 8 Sept 2002
hi baby,
I miss you soooo much hunnie u mean the world to me and i too do want this to last forever. this so far has been the best 2 days of my life ur my world my everything.. hunnie dont feel sry about my balls ((lmao)) im ok and i forgive you.. i cant get mad at you you are just too cute and ur my sexi babi gurl. muahzzzzzzzzzzz!!! my mom want you to just meet me at my grams so that you dont have to climb your car up the mountain.. so when i call ill give ya directions. ur my everything and guess what i think it end up like jill and chelse siad.. but thats over time ((or until march 31st)) :) but baby i love you and im going to fill out ur survey i miss you so much mwuahzzzzzzz i love you with all my heart baby <3 write back<3
love
always
ricky
Thu, 12 Sept 2002
hi babi,
hunni you drive me crazy it must be fate that brought us together cause i couldnt of found a more perfect person to walk into my life rite now.. u mean everything to me and i want us to be together forever i will never do anything to hurt you and i love you with all my heart sry this is short but my body hurts mwuahzzzzzzz
love
always
ur babiboi
ricky
Ok this is the last one and than im done lol
09/26/2003 4:07pm
mwuahzzzzzzzzzzz hi babi,
omg i miss you ohh so fuckin much i cant stand days being without you in my arms knowing i am safe from ne thing that will be thrown my way. i cant wait till tomorrow i only have till 220 tomorrow to wait and see u it seems soooo fuckin love but it isnt but i know it will go by fast cause i love you and miss you i never want to be without you you make my heart have this feeling inside like no one else has ever given me this is tru love and i know it and i want us to be together forever. *~i know when ive been on your mind that distant look is in your eyes~* babi i am there any hour minute second of the day for you you r my world and my everything i miss you love you with all my heart muahzzzzzzzz hugs and kisses
love always
and forever
RICKY
*~Ricky & Nyki 4eva~*
wow. just going through these all every email i saved from him cuz i was a loser makes me tear up. lol but a loser that's in love with a person that i know i belong with and i know im supposed to be with. and in time he just has to realize it. I sit here and i think back about all the good times and the bad times and how much i love him and i want us together and to work out. and than i think about how it seems like he dont care. but that day he comes back i will be the happiest person ever. because i got the love of my life back. and that's the day thats gonna be the right time. and we're gonna stay together. i love you ricky
This one is from before we met. And before we started going out. When we first started talking.
Tue, 3 Sept 2002 2:49 PM
From:Cypress hi
To: Xxnykibabixx
Hi baby today i am going to the kingston armory to take my ASVBS test...i hope i pas i miss you so much too baby hey this weekend do u wanna see if i can stay down there idk it is up to you i totally want to .. i love you so much i was thinkin of you through all my last period class ... i was like i hope my baby is on when i get home .. well w/b and i hope to hear from you soo ill be home by 9 tonight if you want to give me a call well im gonna get going love you baby
mwuahzzz
love
RICK
Tue, 3 Sept 2002 9:50PM
hi baby
guess what i PASSED i am so happy baby i know you are happy for me. my mom likes you from what i have told her .. you mean the world to me baby call me tomorrow after 3 i will be home from school then .. i miss you soooo much i am gonna ask my mom if you stay the weeekend she might let you i think well i hope too ill have to get money from the bank to get a movie or somethin well i have to go im really tired from that shitty test but hey i now have a future ahead of me ((or us)) if it is that way i want us and hope to talk to you tomorrow love you baby
muahzzzzz
love ricky
Thu, 5 sept 2002 9:48PM
hi baby
just wanted to write you a little letter and tell you how much i think about you each and every day.. i love you so much nyki and i wasnt us to be together forever too well baby i have to get some sleep ill talk to tomorrow maybe my baby can come up here and cuddle with me if she finds time :) nite nite baby
mwuahzzzzzzzz
love always
rick
Sat, 7 Sept 2002 8:10AM
hi baby,
last night was the best and i think your the one for me i was able to act normal and u and ur friends plus ur not afraid to say u love me nyki u mean the world to me i dont know what i would do without you when we went up and sat on the porch at my old house that meant allot to me because i felt safe in ur arms to like u have my heart held high and i know you wont drop it. well call me when you get up or get this either or i love you baby mwuahzzzzzzzzzzzz i miss you baby
*~nyki & ricky 4eva~* love always
ricky
Sun, 8 Sept 2002
hi baby,
I miss you soooo much hunnie u mean the world to me and i too do want this to last forever. this so far has been the best 2 days of my life ur my world my everything.. hunnie dont feel sry about my balls ((lmao)) im ok and i forgive you.. i cant get mad at you you are just too cute and ur my sexi babi gurl. muahzzzzzzzzzzz!!! my mom want you to just meet me at my grams so that you dont have to climb your car up the mountain.. so when i call ill give ya directions. ur my everything and guess what i think it end up like jill and chelse siad.. but thats over time ((or until march 31st)) :) but baby i love you and im going to fill out ur survey i miss you so much mwuahzzzzzzz i love you with all my heart baby <3 write back<3
love
always
ricky
Thu, 12 Sept 2002
hi babi,
hunni you drive me crazy it must be fate that brought us together cause i couldnt of found a more perfect person to walk into my life rite now.. u mean everything to me and i want us to be together forever i will never do anything to hurt you and i love you with all my heart sry this is short but my body hurts mwuahzzzzzzz
love
always
ur babiboi
ricky
Ok this is the last one and than im done lol
09/26/2003 4:07pm
mwuahzzzzzzzzzzz hi babi,
omg i miss you ohh so fuckin much i cant stand days being without you in my arms knowing i am safe from ne thing that will be thrown my way. i cant wait till tomorrow i only have till 220 tomorrow to wait and see u it seems soooo fuckin love but it isnt but i know it will go by fast cause i love you and miss you i never want to be without you you make my heart have this feeling inside like no one else has ever given me this is tru love and i know it and i want us to be together forever. *~i know when ive been on your mind that distant look is in your eyes~* babi i am there any hour minute second of the day for you you r my world and my everything i miss you love you with all my heart muahzzzzzzzz hugs and kisses
love always
and forever
RICKY
*~Ricky & Nyki 4eva~*
wow. just going through these all every email i saved from him cuz i was a loser makes me tear up. lol but a loser that's in love with a person that i know i belong with and i know im supposed to be with. and in time he just has to realize it. I sit here and i think back about all the good times and the bad times and how much i love him and i want us together and to work out. and than i think about how it seems like he dont care. but that day he comes back i will be the happiest person ever. because i got the love of my life back. and that's the day thats gonna be the right time. and we're gonna stay together. i love you ricky