Why does a trip to fan make one sleepy?
Thanksgiving was nice. I went to Ryan's Uncle John and Aunt Meredith's house. They didn't have a huge variety of foods, but there was enough of the food they had to go around. We weren't allowed to mash the boiled potatoes. The skins were pretty colors, I don't know, it was a thing. Merri got sick and I felt bad cause she didn't even get to taste her own food. I just wish she would have told us she didn't feel well. We were all waiting around the table while the food got cold because we didn't want to start without her. Of course, it wasn't her fault that the only thing Ryan would "allow" me to eat was half a popcorn bag from Target we had gotten the day bafore because that's how the pilgrims did it, apparently [rolls eyes].
Can I just say that aside from trying to starve me, I am dating the greatest man in the world? Last night was the most romantic night of my entire life. I had set alot of it up, but who wants to go through any degree of trouble for someone who isn't the best man in the world? Ahh, candles and Billie Holiday. These are a few of my favorite things. Then he tells me how lucky he is. He'll go into a thing about how beautiful and wonderful and smart and sweet and nice I am (sometimes he'll throw forgiving in there). Even if it were all true, I think he deserves someone ten times more than all of that. Even though we had been together every day from Tuesday afternoon to 1pm today I could only bearly tear myself away from him. It's like it breaks my heart every time we say goodbye on Sunday afternoon. What the hell happened to me?! I sound like one of those stupid egotistical teenagers who thinks no one but them has ever been in love.
God, I want that man. I miss him so much!
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